I'm doing 2 things
u say u need 2 talk i come sit down and listen to you know everyone goes threw chrises but what happens when the tables get pushed around
when is it my turn to say just need to talk cause i cant escape this pain inside is killing me i dont want to die but it makes me want to scream
Its all over for you know and your feets back on the ground u still talk of what use but is anyone noticing meeeeeeee this bl;ood is dripping from my wrists its so good just one more hit trying to hide it from everyone but maybe all i need is a gun
Suddenly i realise what i have become and stare at the marks under the sun im so confused need help right now can somebody just talk with me cause i just lost sight of reality
Ok im fine hahaha no im not this is the advantage of taking pot drinking loads and passing out what do i need to do scream and shout Ohhh so u notice me now when the cops once again call u to get me out now you want to talk all i can say to you is FUCK off we sit down anyway but sudddenly the subject has change back to uuuuuu please just take me back to the friends the ones who do the drugs
I am so messed up right now but still smile when everyones around i dont know what the hell i am doing anymore tis life is just an illusion what am i going to do now im just wayyyy beyond help these headaches are killing me take away the sunshine take away the lights leave me alone id rather stay in the night I cant take it screaming silently standing on a cliff right near the sea nobody ever watches me people just keep walking past i look for hope from afar waiting a few minutes or two take one look at the view step off a little too far why couldnt i just talk to someone SCREAMING SILENTLY
