You changed my life. I am serious, you made my life go down.
- You took my boyfriend forever
- You took my job forever
- You made me leave the city i live
- you took my co-workers forever
- You made me extremely sad
- You took the person i trust most
- You took the trust to love
- You took my home, and i am still homeless
Yeap, you really destroyed my life. On the other hand, each end brings a start. I have a new start now and i expect from you give me good days.
Well, actually i didn’t do much for this goal, but my life forced me to change something, take action and adventure.
I used to think i will always live in E, do the same job, work in same company, but in august
- i moved to another city
- i found another job
- i have an idea to make my own business
- talked to one of my friend to become co-workers
- my new job is (how can i say?) good, calm, not so stressfull
- my co-workers are (for now) extremely sweet
- i dont want to do this job forever but i am sure i will learn much from this job
Actually, august is the most active month of past few years.
I didnt do anything special, but what i experienced in august is really related with the goal.
Thank you sweet August, you really made me happy and calm.
I took care of my dressing and make up all week. I can check this.
8 hours to go and last day of the week!
+3 hurs and 11 hours to go.
from wednesday. 14 hours to go!
from tuesday. 19 hours to go!
I have too many stuff to complete and i couldnt keep my program. I couldnt make a desicion about which one is important.
Yesterday, one of my important project’s deadline was updated for 30 days later. It made really relexed. Now i can be orginized and calm again.
I was thinking of remove this goal, because i am too late and i couldnt complete it. However, i had good news yesterday. Deadlin of this project was updted and i have 30 more days. This time i really really will do my best. I am going to make a work plan and track it.
I have a general procrastination list for long time. Here is this:
- wake up early
- self care
- have breakfast
- not be late to office
I woke up at 7:30 for last 3 weeks. It makes me feel pretty good. I have time to take care of my make up, dressing and i have time for brekfast. In addition, i love summer period. I see the sun when i wake up and it makes me happy and energetic.
Today i woke up at 6:30 and it wasn’t so hard. I always believe there is unregular sleep routine behind my procrastination, at least for listed ones above. Nowadays i made more regular my sleep and became better with this goal.
I think i am ok with waking up at 7:30 and i can move it to 7:00 and can stop being late to office.
of 2012 is about to be gone. I want to make check for where i am and how i do. I didnt live what i want so far, but i live what i would live to get my dream life.
1/3 of 2012 is going in pain to get back my life. I am figthing for my carrier, my life, my body and my peace. I am not done yet, but i know i am on the rigth path.
Strangely, everything is going better than ever. I am good at my job, i am getting my focus and energy back, i survive my bad co-workers. In short, ifeel myself hopefull when i think about this goal.
May be i wont be able to get the life in my dreams until the end of 2012, but i will be much closer.
I woke up earlier for last few weeks. I was still a little bit late to office but i will overcome this. Everything will be ok. I will be ok.