kymya

I’m currently 159 lbs. I need to lose 15 lbs to be at a normal on the BMI scale. This is not easy since I have been working out since january I’ve only dropped 5lbs. Slowly but surely.

I sit at a desk. I hardly interact with other people. I create spreadsheets to track/maintain financials. If I’m going to be away from my family 40 hours a week I need do something I’m going to enjoy. I get no joy in what I do. Sometimes I hope to get fired. Can you hear the monotone level of my voice. I feel my life slipping as my voice is washed into the background amongst the buzzing of the other worker bees.