well ive learnt i have to be friends with myself first… instead of always putting myself down when i dont just ‘click’ with someone. you can ‘click’ with everyone. and ive found that sometimes the people that you become closest to are those you thought you would never be closest to.
im normally very reserved and fear rejection. im thinking of starting to be that outgoing person without a care in the world if people think im too stalkerish… im sure they dont think that but for some reason i wont ever ring up people out of the blue for fear they think im a loser. why do i feel like this??????
laaa's Life List
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1. live simply
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2. make more friends
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3. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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4. pass my exams
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5. become better at small-talk
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6. be more outgoing
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7. find a best friend
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8. be happy
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9. Lose 30 pounds
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10. fall in love with someone who will love me back
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11. meditate every day
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12. not be lonely
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13. reinvent myself
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14. Become Financially Independent
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15. not care what other people think of me
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16. Cook one recipe a week
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17. Fall in love
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18. drink more water
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19. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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20. Worry less.
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21. be more positive
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22. stop criticizing myself
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23. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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24. Be a better friend
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25. have more energy
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26. Put more effort into my appearance
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Recent entries
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2 weeks ago
im cutting back on my food purchases at uni and im saying no to things that cost heaps. sometimes i get set back by the thought that im young and should be having fun. my parents are not strict on me but i dont want to live off them, i need to find balance
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2 weeks ago
why is it, that as soon as you like someone you talk yourself into the ‘im not good enough for him’?
i dont think i have a low self esteem as i do have a high regard for myself but when it comes to love i think im not good enough for guys who actually meet my ‘perfect guy’ standards. also its weried to think that when a guy actually meets this stage you tend not to like him anyway… you find you have chemistry with those you least thought possible!
