I’m stuck in this nasty predicament….I still love him, but I know that us being together is bad for the both of us. I’m such a free spirited soul and I love being that way. I love to flirt and I love to fall in love, lots! This just hurts him. Today we had another “discussion” where I cry and he hurts and I hurt. We just feel aweful about ourselves. I don’t want to be around him. I just want to forget about him…..but I’m afraid to let go.
ladoll42's Life List
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1. drink more water
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2. Climb every mountain, ford every stream / follow every rainbow, till [I] find [my] dream
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3. stop thinking about "him"
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4. be kind to people
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5. learn to relax
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6. acknowledge and defuse jealousy
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7. get blue bacteria
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8. value friendship
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9. have children
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10. set up my yoga/exercise space
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11. not lose my temper
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12. Learn Spanish
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13. Sleep well
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14. Take [my] protein pills and put [my] helmet on
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4 years ago
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4 years ago
coming from the addiction family, I have learned co-dependent behaviour and have not learned healthy boundaries. I want to learn to express my needs and wants in a good way without feeling guilty. I don’t want to walked over and I don’t want to invite people to walk on me.
