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I hate this goal…it’s too ideal, and besides…after the year I’ve had, the last thing I really want is the agony of being in love with someone….perhaps I should change it to “meet a great person who is compatible intellectually and sexually who desires a relationship/friendship based on the mutual understanding that there are no strings attached and who means this sincerely and can show me through his/her behavior that they aren’t getting too attached because talk is cheap.”....hmmmmm, I may have to work on re-wording this.

The last one I saw was Bob Dylan, and as much of a God I think he is, I was disappointed in his preformance. (I’m sorry Holly) The best concert I’ve ever been to was Dave Matthews a few years back, he actually did a show with Rusted Root….both were amazing. The second best concert ever would be the time I saw BB King perform in Charleston back in 2000. I would love to see more shows. Green Day has been in Orlando several times in the past few years and I always miss them, I’ve been wanting to see them wicked bad for a while. I also think Norah Jones would be awesome to see as well. This coming year for sure. 2006 is gonna kick ass…I can feel it already!!

I managed to avoid becoming homeless by not losing my temper in a heated argument between myself and one of my roommates recently. It was a stupid argument come to think of it, but at the time what I really wanted to do was say a lot of hurtful things that undoubtedly would have had me thrown out (he owns the house). I’ve always been somewhat juvenile when confronted with hostility, and it’s always come back to bite me in the ass. It’s a comfort to actually see myself as I’ve grown up about certain things. It’s a comfort to recognize the benefits of my chosing not to be impulsive.