May 16, 2008, 11:54AM PDT | 0 comments
so because of my current living situation, i’ve gone from a pack a day to around 4 cigarettes a day. this is so exciting!
of course, when i find a new job, this might change. and i haven’t done some things since my desire to quit, such as drinking with friends, that usually triggers my obsessive smoking. so i don’t really know how well i’m doing yet.
my biggest problem is that i don’t actually want to quit smoking. i love it. i just know i need to. it is hard to get motivated to do something that you don’t want to do.
May 16, 2008, 11:40AM PDT | 0 comments