ladybug2

is wondering how I am going to create the life I want.



I'm doing 22 things
  
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finish something I start
What am I afraid of? 12 months ago

I have some projects I would like to work on but once I sit down to work on them I always find something else to do. Then when I get to it I feel like I rush and then I can say I didn’t have time to work on it. It is like a sabotage myself and don’t know why I do it.

Nov 07, 2008, 12:50PM PST | 0 comments


To live instead of exist
Find my place in the world by what I want to do 16 months ago

These days I go through and sleep, get up, go to work, pick up the kids, cook dinner, baths, sleep and all housework that needs to be done. I guess I do get in some me time to do stuff but it feels like most days I am on auto pilot and just go through the motions.

Jul 31, 2008, 07:35AM PDT | 0 comments


overcome my fear of water
I try again 16 months ago

I have taken the swim classes but have not found an instructor that understands that I have a fear of water. I beleive I can swim if for not of the fact that I think I am going to drown. Why do I think that? I have nearly drown twice. Or at least in my mind I beleived I was drowning. But now I have 2 daughters and I want to enjoy what I missed as a kid growing up living with this fear of water.

Jul 31, 2008, 07:27AM PDT | 0 comments


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Visit every state in the USA learn french be an actor pass time photograph the world learn to bartend pierce cartilidge have a garden Iris162 wants to get a job Visit Japan read the New Testament twistedwires wants to Read more call my parents at least once a week muscle Start running Trust my instincts Travel to Paris read my new book find work I'm passionate about speak spanish fluently become better at small-talk create a three-week meal plan Meditate more often Learn to play the guitar watch all scrubs episodes become a success Be happier in my life
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