I'm doing 30 things
Untitled
10 months ago
I have been trying to kill myself for a very long time and pushing everyone away so noone can help me and hate me and so I can do it.
I know this is hurting others and I should stop.
lainey80's Life List
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1. Stop being a slut!
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2. be more responsible
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3. follow through
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4. quit spending so much time in front of the computer
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5. have more discipline
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6. be social and decide to stop killing myself and stealing and tricking myself and decide another way besides what I'm doing to take care of my loan
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7. accept responsiblity
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8. live within my means, baby
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9. stop biting my nails
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10. stop masturbating
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11. learn how to makeout
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12. understand Scientology, and disseminate it better
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13. stop being so promiscuous
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14. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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15. stop using Scientology to help me steal
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16. quit trying to fall in love
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17. stop picking at my skin
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18. stop lying
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19. help others
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20. be independent
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21. stop falling in love so quickly
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22. stop being so scared of disappointing everyone
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23. stop hurting others
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24. have goals
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25. quit being my mom
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26. have more courage
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27. be a better friend
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28. stop falling for guys who can't/don't love me back
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29. stop trying to make everybody like me
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30. make more good friends
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Recent entries
Untitled
11 months ago
I need good girlfriends. i really don’t have any friends right now.
I have acquaintances and people I associate with but noone i really trust or that I feel trusts me.
It’s very very depressing and makes me suicidal. I am suicidal, but the thought that i have noone really caring about me, makes it worse.
I could go on and on about this.. but anyways,
I need more friends, less time worrying about boys, and more solid trustworthy girlfriends..
Untitled
11 months ago
Yes, I definitely need to do this. I should be working a lot more than I do.. I spend entirely too much time at home and on this computer. Good goal to have.. we’ll see if I achieve it or not.
Kudos to those who have
