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laivine

I'm doing 35 things

I've done 14 things

laivine's Life List

1. Keep my room clean
2,549 people
2. Go to Ireland
2 cheers 1,637 people
3. publish my novel
1 cheer 136 people
4. finish what I start
1 cheer 3,834 people
5. stop missing lost people so much.
4 entries . 3 cheers 11 people
6. go to the gym regularly
1 cheer 799 people
7. keep epistolary closeness with my friends
1 cheer 1 person
8. learn gaelic
3 cheers 593 people
9. write everyday
1 cheer 260 people
10. actually learn to play my guitar
1 entry . 3 cheers 542 people
11. collect corsets
6 cheers 4 people
12. accentuate the positive, deemphasize the negative
2 cheers 114 people
13. learn about kitchen witchcraft
2 entries . 2 cheers 3 people
14. say what i mean and mean what i say
1 cheer 231 people
15. publish a poem properly.
1 cheer 1 person
16. talk to people I want to meet and know
1 cheer 1 person
17. make something wearable.
1 entry 1 person
18. try to like someone who might like me back
1 cheer 1 person
19. show my intellect
1 cheer 4 people
20. blog more often
393 people
21. write full-time as a profession.
1 cheer 1 person
22. go to graduate school and get my MFA
2 cheers 6 people
23. study the Tarot
1 cheer 6 people
24. promote Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab.
2 entries 2 people
25. have a lucid dream
232 people
26. learn to mix drinks really well
1 cheer 3 people
27. have energy throughout the day
1 person
28. publish a piece in 5280
1 cheer 1 person
29. re-design my website
539 people
30. free Lithium Picnic.
1 person
31. Start reading for pleasure again
5 people
32. be more self-confident
3 cheers 549 people
33. Fill every idea/sketch book I own
2 cheers 191 people
34. find a job i really love
1 entry . 1 cheer 63 people
35. deal with my mail when I get it
1 cheer 12 people

Recent entries

stop missing lost people so much. (read all 4 entries…)

The weight of terror is 2 years ago

exactly the weight of realizing that maybe you are fading. And maybe that’s healthy and well.

I scramble to pick you up like dropped marbles, and there’s too much for my hands, to carry in my pockets, keep safe under my tongue. But I can’t bear to leave even one behind.

That glassy shooter. That could be the one I kept the love in.

Mar 20, 2007, 08:30PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments

stop missing lost people so much. (read all 4 entries…)

Gemini 3 years ago

I don’t think this ever stops pulsing.

I don’t think about you much, but all the same, I think that’s only cause I don’t stop thinking of you.

I don’t think about the air, but I’m still breathing it.

Letting you drift from my mind, dissipate into a dust the air can carry away…it’s suffocation, it’s death.

So you’re here, in my pocket. And you’re not doing anything, saying anything profound or novel, not touching my arm with those fingers or implying that thing about that guy from that band was a total lie, not reading a book or smiling or moving…

But all the same, you’re the little thing that keeps me alive.

Jun 01, 2006, 10:35PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments

find a job i really love

Untitled 3 years ago

Well, I got a job. Time will tell if I really love it.

May 01, 2006, 09:45PM PDT | 0 comments

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