lanny700

Being an artist is a hard road especially in this economy. How do you survive as an artist? I have two degrees in art and no jobs. I feel jilted and hardened by the lack of success. How do you break into the art world or the illustration world? I can’t seem to get my foot in the door.

Ugh, I hate that chocolate calls to me. I have a belly and am so tired of eating to feel better. I want my skinny self back. Where is she? I think my fat self ate her.

I read over these blogs and I have to say i am very scared of quitting. I have tried a number of times with several stints in AA and lots of relapses. I know alot of people say weed isn’t addictive but I disagree. It is harder then cigerettes for me to quit and I have been smoke free from those for four years now. If anyone knows some ways to help the quitting process let me know. It has over taken my life again and I am worried for my health and my sanity. Any input would be greatly appreciated on how to go about actually doing this. It seems very scary and hard even though I want to quit in my heart.