I try not to think about it but I get so nervous when I talk to someone very important or I dont know, I have trouble getting my words out, specially my name. It started off with a physical problem when I was an infant and couldnt talk until I was 8, now I just cant get a lot of words out but If I am drunk or comfortable I can talk so normal. Its like its a trigger in my brain and wont turn off and will never go away, I want to branch off and try something to get rid off it for once and for all, maybe in time or maybe I just need something else, I will try this is most important goal in my life as it barriers me from other goals and the hardest thing to do
lastWarrior's Life List
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1. Become something
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2. Fall in Love
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3. See the Northern lights
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4. Play strip poker
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5. bungee jump
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6. Learn first Aid
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7. Get a dog
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8. Live in the wild for 1 week
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9. Volunteer in a poor country
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10. Live my own life
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11. Stop drinking
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12. Save a life
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13. Sail a boat
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14. Kiss in the rain
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15. Have sex outside
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16. Have a Threesome
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17. join the army
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18. Go to Africa
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19. Go to China
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20. Go to Japan
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21. Go to Indonesia
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22. Go to vietnam, Cambodia, Loas
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23. Go to South America
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24. Work in Canada at a ski resort
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25. Get a girlfriend
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26. Get a Tattoo
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27. SkyDive
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28. Own a motorbike
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29. Improve my speech
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How I did it: I made a lot of mistakes and did some bad things that I never told people, I always thought about them and couldnt get them out of my head like I was going a bit insane, I just realised that this happened and whats done is done theres nothing I can change but what I do in the present, so for now on I will make no mistakes and do not wrong only follow my heart and hopefully I feel stronger and happy as each day goes by and get to the end o… Read how I did it…
How I did it: Applied to 3 resorts and got a job at the smaller one as a lifty, going to have somwhat trouble with accommodation, pay and travel I think but should be worth it and i will give it a go. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Well I set off on my own while 18years old and traveling through asia first, then went through Europe. As I traveled I wanted to see how many countries I could last being so poor and having adventure for a heart, but as I traveled I learned it isn't how many countries you go to in Europe because really they are all a like and I also did a lot of stupid stuff I regret which I wish to burn behind me and forget, but I guess in a sense I beca… Read how I did it…
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I am giving up on this task, not giving up on people in general. I just think while you can have a best friend who is with you but if you go somewhere and do your own thing there is no way of being as good friends and you contact each other less and less until you are no longer friends. As I am always traveling and moving on I can never stay with one person, maybe one day I will settle down but I do not want that to happen as I wish to remain a wondering spirit as I enjoy breaking my own barriers and seeking my own dreams.
