i’m surrounded by people yet i’m still lonely.
even though i talk to people on a daily basis, i don’t feel like i have a real connection with anyone. i wish i had a best friend :(
laurabird's Life List
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1. live in New York City or Chicago
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2. dye my hair red.
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3. Be more spontaneous and creative
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4. graduate from college
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5. not be lonely
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6. fly an airplane
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7. spend less money
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8. find a best friend
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9. Become a vegetarian
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10. Never Eat at McDonald's again
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11. make the meanest bowl of chili
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12. Be less shy
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13. play "Fur Elise" on the piano
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14. never, EVER grow up
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15. speak german fluently
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16. Speak French fluently
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17. fall in love with Jesus daily
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18. MAKE A DIFFERENCE through CHRIST
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19. eat sushi
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20. Get married....and STAY married
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21. be nicer to people who annoy me
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22. eat less candy
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23. Spend more time with my mom
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24. make more prank phone calls
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25. Learn the Napoleon Dynamite dance
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26. Lose 10 pounds
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27. Get to 'Standard' on DDR
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28. get in touch with old friends
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29. do more geocaching
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Before I started college, I heard the most negative comments from my dad, such as, how he thought I would be a total failure and not be able to make it through college.
I started out as a civil engineering major just to please him. When I switched out of engineering to biology (something I really wanted to do) I thought I’d never hear the end of it. He thinks that I’m never going to be able to find a job, or that my future job won’t be worth the five years I’m spending on this degree.
Is it really so bad to spend five years in college, and is being a bio major really such a bad thing?
my boyfriend is my best friend. but he is about to graduate college and try to find a job out in the real world, and i won’t get to see him every day.
i miss having close female friends, but it seems that most of my friends and i don’t see eye to eye on anything, and they never want to spend time with me. :(
i just feel so lonely. most of the time i wonder if i’m destined to go through life as a loner.
i just wish i had someone who could understand me and appreciate me for who i am.
