I’m back and I hate it but it’s safer for a person with MS but everyday I want to murder people and I’m continuously scared. I’m unhappy. I’m Frodo Baggins climbing up the mountain and it sucks and I have no Sam. It sucks ass!
lebomatseke's Life List
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2. love myself
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3. write a book and have it published
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4. learn to tap dance
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5. get my last tattoo
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6. travel to two destinations this year
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7. start a magazine
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8. don't litter at all
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9. look in the mirror and smile
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10. love with all my heart and receive the same amount of love back
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11. make a documentary
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12. attend a red carpet event
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13. stop being jealous
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14. backpack Africa
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15. drink only water
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16. Excercise
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17. make my own decisions
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18. eat only when i'm hungry
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19. go on a road trip, alone.
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20. take more photos
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21. be sexy
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22. stop following others footsteps and make my own even though it scares the shit out of me.
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23. improve my posture
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24. learn to say 'no'
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25. be someone's muse just once (or more times)
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26. be in a bollywood film
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27. write a short story a week
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28. Have a star wars- marathon
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29. see Sade live with my girls and sit in the best seats
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30. go to the dentist and have a medical and accept that my lung and liver results are my own fault
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31. expand my vocabulary
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32. let go
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33. meditate on it then move on
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34. Create a budget, and stick with it
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35. take control of my life
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36. Start a movement.
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37. Do NaNoWriMo
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38. stop seeking the approval of others
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39. Listen more, talk less...
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40. be an expert at something
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41. Never stop learning
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42. be more vocal about the love I have for my friends and family
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How I did it: I decided to meditate from my bed on all the relationships I had and I wrote a letter to them all in paragraphs. It was typed and is now in my diary.There isn't much to say really but I used a laptop and it wasn't romantically in pen and paper format as I had hoped but it was four pages long Read how I did it…
How I did it: I basically started going to my dad's house and asking if I could take my brother and sister out for lunch. Everything turned out to be an adventure. Having lunch with kids is not as easy as it sounds but after a while you enjoy yourself. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Stop feeling sorry about yourself. Get a MedicAlert bracelet inform your friends about what to do in case something goes wrong and be honest when you feel weird. Read how I did it…
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So what I’ve learnt is this about chess: you are always going to be learning and all you need to know is the basics. I know the basics and I’m terrible but it’s all about the practice.
I was diagnosed and I don’t know what to do. I need to learn to meditate properly. I can’t sleep and I’m going through denial I think. Not a lot o ppl know but I thought I’d put it out here.
