I’ve been jogging for about the past two weeks now, about three times each of those weeks. I friggin LOVE it!!! Jogging has become my new best friend. It’s surprsing to those who know me because I’ve never liked running and in fact not less than a month ago hated it! But I’m really determined to run a few 5k’s this spring and would one day like to run a marathon. I turn on my IPOD, grab my two pups, and hit the road. The most amazing part of it all is that each time I am able to run longer and faster and harder. And each time it hurts less and less. Granted it still hurts, but without the pain it wouldn’t be as worthwhile. Trust me on that one.:)
Jan 26, 2007, 07:29PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
OKay sooo I’ve had yet another realization. I’ve realized that this goal is always going to be around. I’m never going to 100 percent, completely overcome it. I basically just went an entire month without hardly EVER logging onto my computer. But now that school’s back in session I use the internet as my excuse as to why I can’t get homework assignments in on time. I also notice that when those few times a year pop up when I’m feeling horrible about myself, I tend to spend more time online. Trying to find people or “friends” that will feed my ego. They tell me how pretty or how funny I am. Obviously I tend to have some major insecurity issues. I think that if any one goal needs to be accomplished more than any other it’s working on loving myself more. Amen to that!
Jan 26, 2007, 04:56PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I’m so tired of the rules my parents continue to lay out for me. I’m flippin’ 21 years old! My mom freaked out when I told her I was going to a club with friends last week, because she didn’t want me drinking! What the hell?! Little does she know about my “stash” I have hidden in my bedroom. Of course I can’t drink any of it while she’s home because of her killer nose. How pathetic is that? Anyways, I’ve been a very good girl for a very long time and I am SO ready to get a little crazy. I’ve been looking for roommates for the past week and think I may have found a good match! We’re meeting up this weekend to talk about rent and whatnot. Wish me luck!:)
Dec 28, 2006, 03:44PM PST | 1 comment
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