leila2903

I have been treated for depression since having an accident where i witnessed a family member die in 1997. Anxiety and panic attacks started after the birth of my two children, first the anxiety, (with the birth of my son, now 9 and a half), and then the panic attacks (with the birth of my daughter, now 3 and a half). This year i want to get freer of these inconvenient and frankly annoying and often debilitating conditions. i cannot afford cognitive behavioural therapy and my nhs g.p (who is very helpful) says there is no point referring me to the nhs service which is ‘woefully inadequate’. so i am pursuing on-line (free) advice on relaxation techniques, not pills herbal or otherwise… breathing techniques and trying to get to the bottom of triggers for the episodes.

I want to start riding again, its been a few years now. I started riding when i was three, taught myself on the horses in the fields behind my house, then got a shetland pony. he was ferocious and certainly taught me to sit tight!! I want to start my daughter (who is 3) riding this year. She loves ponies/horses and has done a little with much and enthusiasm and screaming when i took her off!

i have had enough of living in a rented house!! I am looking for an alternative and greener lifestyle with my partner and two young children (9 and 3). My parents were hippies and i moved around alot. Both my parents are now off my scene. my dad’s a crack- head and alcoholic and lives in a council house. But he’s not safe to visit. My mum lives in cambridgeshire but is very un-well. I love doing creative projects, gardening, horses ( i ride and drive them). I’m dynamic and slightly nutty. i want to be part of a community thats more like-minded, shares common goals, debates ideas and can create and shape its own future. SO i’m looking to find a commune here in the u.k. Enlarge my family (for all the good and bad that brings)!! and escape my mundane hamster-on-a-wheel type existence for a LIFE!!!