I need to stop feeling this way before my thai trip because it will ruinnn it. I felt lovesick throughout cuba and it was similar. At least I am more artistically inspired, but god it sucks. Ill have to take note on how I can do this. Ordering myself to just not think about it has not worked. It just makes me think of it more…I guess I just have to bear it, maybe even do some painting. Most great art is born under negative emotions anyway…
lessis's Life List
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1. Maximise my settlement
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2. Plan my financial future so money is always abundant in my life
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3. To maximise good use of my time - work and personal
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4. Read 50 books this year that interest me
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5. read all the books I have before buying new ones
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6. Do excersizes each day and perfect walking and stairs
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7. To read news every morning
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8. Watch - Listen to a new TED talk every day
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9. Learn about investments and finance daily
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10. To get an advanced driving test by June
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11. To write out search for and learn each new word and expression I am unfamiliar with
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12. To be promoted to marketing manager by end of 2012
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13. Get a British Passport
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14. Go to Thailand during the 2012 Olympics
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15. List all the things I am grateful for (continuous)
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16. make a list of all the things that make me happy
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17. be eternally optimistic
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18. find the right person for me and keep him
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19. Learn world history
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20. Have Kids
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21. live to be 100 years old
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22. Sell my unwanted things
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Its happening again and I am completely stupid stupid stupid with my overwhelming emotions. This happens every two years Ive taken note of that. Well its happening again, thank god I dont see him too often. I have been recently but I think the only thing to do in these cases is to stay far away. Especially when its clear nothing can ever happen. If I could only stop feeling so lovesick…
I’ve bought a book about personal injuries, so am planning to read cover to cover and see if there is anything in there that I can think of that will max my claim. I’ve just calculated that at this stage I think it is worth anywhere between 2M and 5M (plus house) but of course what I will end up getting may be something very different. At the moment, things to do to max clam are:
- more care more care as much as I can possibly take
- reading above said book
- organizing all the physio stuff (hydro, knee, riding, cycle)
- getting a szobabicikli maybe
- lobbying for a running instructor to be paid and running legs of course
- Rea in thailand :I would have flown out alone and met her so Jameses costs cant be offset
- Add in driving test – IAM fee into costs
- When I get around to driving: Do it with carer each time
- Complain about loss of sleep
- Complain about stress at work
- Complain about being worried about everything
- Complain about fear of being outside
- Fear of being around cyclists and lorries in car too
- Fatigue during the day
- Nightmares
- Taking a bit of amatriptalin
