I'm doing 14 things
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12 months ago
i want to love myself. but i think our relationship might be over. everything will be harder. especially this.
lex_naturalis's Life List
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1. feel beautiful
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2. love myself
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3. be a better girlfriend
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4. get in shape
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5. lose weight
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6. Grow my hair out
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7. get married
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8. Become Financially Independent
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9. Cold call more clients
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10. Eat more fiber
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11. Take vitamins daily
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12. drink green tea everyday
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13. drink more water
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14. work because I like to, not because I have to
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How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: i have the advantage of living in a bustling place like new york city so it wasn't that hard to do. my boyfriend & i just go after dinner on walks sometimes for an hour, sometimes even more! we just pick a direction (south/east/west/north) or a particular area (rockefeller center/koreatown/union square) & just walk until we get there, look around, & then walk back home!we've even discovered new parts of the city th… Read how I did it…
It made me
feel healthy
How I did it: i found a yogurt that i actually LIKED. & i freaking HATE yogurt. or hated, i guess. i never really liked the taste of it (too sour). but i really, really genuinely enjoy the taste of fiber one's yogurts. it's also in a smaller package, it's only 80 calories, & it has 5 grams of fiber in each serving!i'm making my boyfriend do this too & he is absolutely hooked. he has a sensitive stomach &a… Read how I did it…
It made me
feel like new.
How I did it: don't get me wrong. smoking felt awesome. i loved it. a lot. sometimes, when i get stressed out i still fantasize about how the cigarette gods will swoop down & make everything better again. except at this point, i know for a fact that i'm just projecting. cigarettes won't really do any of that except guarantee that stress will be inevitable in my future, much more often than for a nonsmoker.i quit … Read how I did it…
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Untitled
12 months ago
i was twelve when you raped me. it’s been ten years now. has it burdened you the way it has burdened me? i don’t know how to let love in. but i want to. i want to learn how to.
i don’t want to be a victim my whole life.
i just want to be me. & love who i am.
why is it so difficult? some days i am proud of who it made me into. some days i wish i was never born in the first place.
