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lexymeliss

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  2. 1. open a photography studio
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  3. 2. plant more veggies
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  4. 3. forgive more
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  5. 4. be an early bird
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  6. 5. believe in myself
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  7. 6. dont be so hard on myself
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  8. 7. know that my daddys still around me although hes in heaven
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  9. 8. learn from my past
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  10. 9. stay out of the gossip loop
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  11. 10. judge for myself
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  12. 11. stop procastinating
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  13. 12. dont just talk about it be about it
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  14. 13. support the troops
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  15. 14. make my credit score reach 700 or higher
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  16. 15. give my children the foundation to become all they can be
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  17. 16. buy a house
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  18. 17. go green
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  19. 18. volunteer to help others
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  20. 19. visit more museaums
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  21. 20. take my kids to Puerto Rico
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  22. 21. make more real friends
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  23. 22. support my fiance more
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  24. 23. Continue learning new meals
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  25. 24. save money better
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  26. 25. go camping
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  27. 26. always be happy
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  28. 27. visit the dentist
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  29. 28. visit the grand canyon
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  30. 29. plan an outdoor wedding
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  31. 30. learn how to bake professional cakes
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  32. 31. walk more
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  33. 32. tone my body
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  34. 33. learn yoga
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  35. 34. learn to trust women again
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learn to trust women again
trusting females 17 months ago

Growing up i have always heard my mother telling me how female friends can be big backstabbers and that the only friends we will have is family. Having that put into my head its been really hard to trust any female I always think they are out to get something from me. The sad thing is alot of the friends have backstabbed me and i am not the women who has the same friends from highschool. I am the one who has been pushed aside and talked about. Many females have backstabbed me to the point where when a women is friendly towards me i put this big guard down. Not that I dont want a friend to shop for makeup with or do brunch, but I can do without the drama. I want to believe that there are loyal honest ladies out there, I guess its my fault for not picking them right. But I would like to meet females who are on the same level as me. It would be nice….I guess i will just wait it out and see…..

Jul 17, 2008, 10:54AM PDT | 0 comments



 

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