liebling

I work at a gym as a receptionist and the way things are arranged there sucks from beginning to end and i really don’t want to be there anymore. Employees, including me, are being treated like crap by the big boss, who happens to be an absolutely selcentred piece of %$$#*&^^%*%#. I only took this lame ass job, cuz i THOUGHT i needed the money. In the proces i forgot that i need my sanity more then money. Ergo I’m losing my mind and since the pay totally sucks i’m pretty damn certain i don’t need this crapjob. Thank god, the stars and everything thankable i have something to look forward to.

Just added this goal, ‘cuz i’m pretty certain i can have it done in less than 5 minutes.

Enough with the hermit-attitude. There’s much more to life than work and dishes. Hiding indoors is hiding from all the mirrors that confront you with yourself, in bad and good ways. And yeah, sure, it’s ‘easy’ when your life is tucked away in the comfort of your own home, but the truth of the matter is that it basically sucks bigtime and every day turns out to be groundhogday. I am setting myself free, opening the door to the cage i’ve been keeping myself in and about to undertake social adventures. I would especially like to thank my boyfriend who helps me realise things about me without even being aware of it. We all have our own path to create and follow. I AM READY!