lifeisalongstory

I dont know how to get start…I’m 19 years old girl. This is a first time Im lying on my bed write a diary. Right now, i dont feel anybody can understand me, what i am thinking…only 19 yrs old but i had been through alot..Working and studying hard at the same time are sometimes made me feel extremly stress..Today at work, A was very jealous when i asked her husband help me to pick up some heavy stuff..she started talking in spanish that if her husband talked to me again she is gonna beat me…i was like what the hell is wrong with you…what were u thinking…you may be think im cocky but seriously thoes people im working with hae no door to be with me…i come out in high class family…im working as a waitress because im still a student i need to get a part time job..im not a kind of girl want to stay home n ask my parents for money…my parents r the one dont want i go work…they re willing to take care of me while im in school…but i can say im weird but i love to be waitress..cuz i can talk to people and its fun…but sometimes its really hard that hide people that im a rich girl..i want to show everyone im just normal like everyone else. If people get to know me, i know they will really like me. And its very hard to deal with people who has no class. when you r trying to talk to them explain to them ,,but that kinda pplz just dont get it at all…At work, im very lovely litle waitress working hard, is that very wrong if you tried to be nice with people. So wat happened was that I told my boss that A wants to fight with me, and i just want to let him know that i dont want to deal with that…i thought he would say back to me that ok..he will watch out for it..u know what he said back to me…that because my personality is very nice..and that’s the reason why i spoiled them too much…so they think its okie to play with me…everything came out that was my fault when trying to be nice with people…I just dont get it..im very sad…i dont deserve all that just happened…i worked so hard to deserve all that?....is it fair people??????