lilivanilla

oh sooooooooo worth doing- just takes time

Hey guys I’m sorry I’ve been MIA for a while now-life’s been super busy; you know how it is when you barely have time to brush your teeth! Well I have been brushing my teeth but never the less I’ve had so much on. I’m back studying, and I forgot how much time and energy that takes up. I’ve had family from Scotland arrive at my door; lots of fun but have no real idea what they’re saying to me! Lol! My weight loss has gone out the window but somehow I’m feeling better about my self, and the way I see it this has got to be a good thing! I hope all of you are well and safe and happy, I have stax of catching up to do and look forward to finding out what’s been happening in everyone’s lives!!! Xoxox Dani (I don’t think I ever told you my name is Dani well Danielle, but everyone calls me Dani)

So I was getting a shower tonight, after going to the gym and I was thinking wow I feel pretty good! I spent an amazing day with my boy (ex-boyfriend for lack of a better term), just chillin watching tv and laughing and stuff, we have fun together its just that things between us got so complicated. But as we were hanging out it hit me- this boy knows me so well, he can make me laugh when I’m crying uncontrollably, he can calm me down when I’m having a freak out crazy moment, and sometimes he does the sweetest things without even knowing it. I can not let this boy out of my life- I thought I could but I can’t, whether it be friend or boyfriend we need each other. I wanna try dating again, maybe…this is just a random thought but it’s in my head so I’m gonna put it down. I want today for the rest of my life, today has been the best day in a really long time!!!