lillianx

I started to “exercise” this semester by running/jogging/walking 2x a week for about 30-45 minutes. And I used the machines in the gym yesterday for the first time. Not as harrowing of an experience as I thought it would be. Not sure how much longer I will keep this up, but hopefully forever because I don’t want to be a fatass!

A good friend of mine advised me one night to find my passion and go with it. At 21, I am still uncertain what I want to do with my life. There are certain things that I really like, but do not know if these are just superficial or if I can grow to love these things. Therefore I must find my passion, my bliss.

Oh wow I don’t think I can put into words how excited I was to do this. Like in my icon! That’s Carrie from Sex and the City on the bridge. I was with a group of amazing people (Nicole, Kristen, Benjy, and Felix), my friends from college, and Benjy was like “Yo let’s walk over the Brooklyn Bridge”

[edit: 16.10.08 – half of these people are still amazing, the other half not so much.]

The moon was really bright and orangey-yellowish. No rain…a clear night’s sky. My beautiful and amazing friends…I was so, so happy.

I have blisters today, but I’m not even bothered by them.

Dearest New York,
I love you so.