I'm doing 10 things
I fell in love, and then I fell out of it.
It took over 22 years to do it, and then in like what felt like an instant it ended. On certain days I’m stronger than others but then especially during some nights, it gets so hard to believe what has happened. Sometimes I wish I can say to him, why did you have to come in my life? Why did I have to give you my time?
I still don’t know how I feel about everything so I don’t want to say I’m fine and everything will be okay – although I’ve been promised by my good friends it will be.
Love is a great feeling. If you are lucky enough to hold on to it forever, then be smart enough not to let go.
lillianx's Life List
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1. find my bliss
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2. overcome shyness
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3. stop procrastinating
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4. take a vacation
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5. see as much of the world as possible
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6. live on my own
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7. lose weight
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8. skydive
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9. Learn to cook
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10. love life
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How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: time is the only way of healing the heart so as much as an unrequited love feels like it is killing you, know for certain in the end you will be a renewed person :) Read how I did it…
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“Long before we know ourselves,
Our paths are already set in stone.
Some may never figure out their purpose in life,
And some will.”
i had written an entry previously on this, but decided to delete it.
i often refer back to these kid cudi lyrics when the idea of “finding yourself” comes up.
i went to college to pursue something i thought i was immensely interested in, but after i got out of school i was lost and skeptical about what i had done to my life. where was i misdirected? what could i have done better? where did i fuck up? i don’t know if these questions are even applicable anymore because i’ve realized that maybe this is just the strange course my life has to take.
