lillinz55

forget regret or life is yours to miss.

go watch rent maybe itll help youo :)

Okay, so today is August…something. i dont even know the date. but for an entire year, i wanna start writing down everything that makes me happy. for some reason, recently, my self esteem and whatever have just been so low. and people dont even know. i just act happy around my friends, and yeah, okay, i am happy around my friends but every day i catch myself thinking about upsetting things for long periods of time. i can’t pass a mirror without stopping and mentally pointing out every flaw i see. it also probably doesnt help that i have had people tell me im ugly and fat and unattractive. so im gonna try to make a change myself, because ive been let down enough times to know i cant rely on getting other peoples help.

okay so i’m 15 and i weigh 145 and im 5’4. my doctor says im average weight but looking at everyone i know shes lying. how can i lose weight fast? also, its hard for me to go on diets because im a vegetarian. HELPP!