lilnightowl




I'm doing 26 things
 

How I did it
How to open a bank account
It took me
5 days
It made me
feel grown up


How to be more optimistic
It took me
4 days
It made me


Recent entries
speak louder
>_< 4 weeks ago

I’ve had this problem since I can remember… :( In my last oral presentation I did well, but my teacher told me I need to speak louder. Teachers have always told me this but they never tell me how…I have another oral presentation tomorrow and I have to focus on speaking loud! Which is normal to everyone else. When I try it sounds so unnatural to me and like I’m yelling..I feel like I’m straining my voice..To me I speak loud enough but apparently I don’t. How will I know if I’m speaking loud enough? I can’t tell.



Be more humble
Untitled 1 month ago

i need to gain self-confidence, but i also need to show more humility when others disagree with me…and rid myself of this feeling of i deserve better and i’m so above this, because it shows and i didn’t even realize.

i just don’t know how to find a balance between humility and self-confidence. i’m a contradiction. i am working on having more confidence in myself, so that i don’t fall apart around others. in social situations i feel like such an outsider, i just want to hide within myself and i feel so small. but when it’s all done and i’m back home alone, inside i feel too good for some people and some things. and when i do speak up i speak out of resentment and i guess i appear like i’m entitled to everything…
:(

i pride myself in being open minded but i am a hypocrite. this is really hard for me to admit and put out there. i need to show more acceptance, and more friendliness to people, especially to views completely different than mine and listen to them, even if i think they are wrong or speaking nonsense.



stop arguing with my dad (read all 2 entries…)
we still clash... 2 months ago

but we’ve been getting along better, and giving and getting hugs =)



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