lilravensgirl

Everytime I think I have a handle on things…...I get lost again.Not really sure that there will ever be an end. How can I controll the other things in my life if I can’t even controll me. I think it might even be the company that I keep. I love my man so much, but he confuses me more then anything. He really has nothing to do with my deprsstion but I might feel better if I knew where he was coming from half the time. Oh well maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

2/12/06
I do want to walk everyday….however to day was to cold 16degrees, and snowing kinda stopped that. i did walk 4 miles yeasterday, and about 7 the day befor. I did go out today, and get one of those pedometers. wore it for a while today….It’s amazing how many steps someone takes in the course of a normal day. Next week is suppose to be really nice so we will see if I can do this right…..Tomorrow is my birthday so I will need the walking after the cake eating….lol

2/12/06
Today I kept a close eye in my calorie in-take. I got exercise, and drank plenty of water….I’m keeping a pair of “skinny jeans” to give me incentive….I put them on