I'm doing 39 things
Turns out I have a long way to go. I always consider other people before voicing my opinion. This is good for the most part. But when it gets to the point that I don’t know what I think until I hear someone else speak, or when I can’t make a decision for the life of me, that is when it gets to be a problem. I don’t know who I am. Therefore, I can not be comfortable with who I am. I need to work on this. I need to be myself, and be confident in that.
lilswthrt5609's Life List
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1. be happy.
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2. be an actress.
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3. get rid of this livedo thing.
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4. find out who i really am.
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5. never give up.
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6. be more daring.
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7. stop overthinking.
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8. Swim with dolphins
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9. slow down.
271 people -
10. be less shy
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11. be the person someone writes a song about.
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12. greatly impact someone's life.
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13. have breakfast in bed
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14. travel the world
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15. make someone smile everyday.
122 people -
16. meet john krasinski
33 people -
17. be on broadway
444 people -
18. take a photography class
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19. Take up a sport
63 people -
20. make a soundtrack of my life
7 people -
21. be in a music video
180 people -
22. go to Italy
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23. watch a lot of movies
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24. Take more pictures
15,356 people -
25. Speak French fluently
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26. gcw
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27. be in a movie
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28. work with ryan gosling.
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29. find a nice affordable apartment in NYC
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30. Learn to play the guitar
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31. fox trot to frank sinatra organically.
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32. Go to Paris
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33. bmi <=19
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34. Buy a house on the beach
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35. Live in LA for at least a year
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36. be comfortable in my own skin
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37. Marry the love of my life.
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38. win an Academy Award
86 people -
39. live in my own apartment
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How I did it
It made me
liberated 
How I did it: I had to be strong. I realized that you only get one life, and you can't live for others. I finally had a stern talk and said it was over. For real. No more anything. Read how I did it…
It made me
satisfied
How I did it: I was accepted into an acting conservatory. I took out a lot of loans in order to afford rent and the cost of living. Unfortunately, money was harder to come by this year. So I had to return home. I want to be more finacially prepared next time I go up there. Read how I did it…
It made me
in seventh heaven
How I did it: I went to the show really early. And I recognized a girl loading stuff into the venue to be Stephan's assistant. So I went up to her and introduced my self. As we were talking, Stephan Jenkins, yes, STEPHAN JENKINS, walked up to us, and put his arm around me. He came up to talk to his assistant, and I held him in my arms and they talked. About what, I have no idea, for I was overcome with ecstasy. Read how I did it…
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Yet most rewarding car trip I have ever taken. My boyfriend and I drove from Florida to Peterborough, Ontario for a Weakerthans concert. It was amazing.
And my god do I feel free. I thought I would be stuck in the guilt of staying there and being with someone I hated. But I am free. It is over. He saved me.
