I'm doing 17 things
I read my old entries about this subject.. Man I’ve been fucked up :D. The problem was that a year ago I was hanging with THE WRONG CROWD and I was never able to be myself but now I have the best kind of friends who like me just like this and don’t give a shit about who I’m with as long as I’m happy.
The only thing is I still have some people in my life who might not take it that well (all this conservative shit is driving me nuts) but I do think that most people are on “my side” and at the end of the day I don’t think I really give a shit about how someone FEELS about MY SEXUALITY. I don’t give a crap about theirs so why do they bother? But it has been a good year for me and I really have understood that there’s no point in using my energy to worrying, hiding and lying about something that really isin’t anything to worry about. Those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.
limety's Life List
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1. be myself
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2. enjoy
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3. be happy
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4. work and live abroad
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5. write a novel
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6. Not care what people think about me
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7. be more confident
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8. not worry
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9. Fall in love
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10. Learn French
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11. move away
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12. Get fit and stay fit
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13. Get a job I like
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14. do volunteer work
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15. Kiss in the rain
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16. eat healthier
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17. take a vacation alone
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How I did it: With the help of my friends, time and some amazing girls I met. I had enough of people telling me it doesn't really matter and even that it's kind of cool. I also got "assured" that I wont stay alone even if I decide to life my life like I want to and not just be with the people who like me (if you know what I mean... sure he's cute but he's a he) It took a long time to develop the courage and self-estee… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I have been dreaming about it forever but I was never sure if I really had the guts. Yet I had always promissed bmyself that once I turn 18 I will take it and a week after my birthday I just walked into a tattoo studio and voilá! Read how I did it…
I did it, I took the lessons and I sang, or how do you say it, in fron of the whole school and now I’m over with the singing, I still suck and I don’t care anymore. Whatever :D I have more important stuff to do.
I talked about this with my mum and first she was like “HELL NO” but that’s the same reaction she has had about all my piercings and stuff and she has always been okay with them afterwards so i think she’ll get over it. She knows that at the end of the day I do just what I want and don’t care about anyone else’s opinions so she might as well say yes to it. I mean it’s not like I’m asking for her permission, I’m an adult (or I will be when i take it), I can do what I want to my own body, but just for the sake of it it would be nice if it wouldn’t be a total suprise for her :D.
She’s just worried about the fact that it will stay on my skin FOREVER. Of course, that’s the point of it? And she says that I should take it later but it wouldn’t change anything because it would THEN stay on me forever and so on so it doesn’t really matter when i take it and now, since i already know what i want, is as good as ever.
