since my last entry i have had three jobs but nothing that really made me happy or that i even enjoyed i know work is not always fun but if i have to do it i at least want to feel comfortable in my environment. work with decent people and make decent pay. i realize i dont need just a job i need a career something i can enjoy and feel secure in knowing that i have a job and will continue to have one because of what ever it is that i decide to do.
lisheybear's Life List
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1. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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2. fuk it
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3. Give 1000 cheers
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4. enjoy life
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5. Be a better friend
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6. sleep normal people hours (stop staying up so damn late)
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7. list one thing every day that was positive
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8. Pay it Forward
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9. make a difference
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10. Drink eight glasses of water each day
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11. get a job
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12. stop being bulimic
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13. Beat my depression
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14. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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15. stop being so sensitive
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16. Get rid of the negative people in my life
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17. stop procrastinating
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18. learn to play guitar
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19. gain confidence
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20. be happy with my body
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21. be more patient
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22. Gain Wisdom
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23. help a friend
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24. record my dreams
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25. forgive those who have hurt me
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26. Stay focused on my goals
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27. pray more
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28. start running again
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so a couple of days ago i decided i was going to start running again and to be honest i havent really ran for anything in 6 years so i have defently lost my endurance for it but two days ago i started running and have decided to do it everyday.. its not easy and it does hurt but i surprised myself that if i keep my mind focused i could do it and i ran more the last two days then i ever imaged possible. i’m a little sore but i feel great about this goal. im not sure how im going to feel a week for now but im going to try and stay optimistic
well i did this..and this september 13 will be three years i have been a vegetarian i really never thought i would stick with it or that i could learn to live without meat because i used to eat it everyday but now that i have come this far i realize its not that hard to do now its just second nature the only problem is because i dont eat meat i replace it with lots of breads and pastas which arent much better for you but either way i accomplished this goal and it feels great..even though sometimes when i smell meat cooking it still smells good lol but thats as far as i go with meat.
