lissasaurusrex

i finished my EMT-B courses in April with an overall higher grade. I sat for my NREMT exam on May 9th and just found out I failed. I was devastated,even though I didn’t let on….because I didn’t expect to fail. I told everyone I did,but it was a big shock. I didn’t study as much as I could have,because I’ve never needed to. It’s been a source of added stress in my boyfriend and I’s relationship and I need to get it taken care of so we can go on in life like we were before all this. I cannot apply for 11 more days but I intend on studying at least one chapter EVERY NIGHT until I am able to sit again. there’s 32 chapters. I know I can do this. I NEED TO DO THIS! For myself and for US.

that i havent quite grasped how to let the little things in life that eat at me go. things like my friends not being there for me as i am them. people at work not picking up their slack. insignificant stuff that i shouldnt get upset about.
recently my boyfriend told me that if i dont start letting go of the little stuff and moving on he was going to leave me. we are currently apart because we both have things we need to get situated,but i need to know how to do this so we can get back to the relationship we had.