littlebitemotional

I lived with a man that worked hard, well provider. But held so much anger and resentment inside. He drank everynight when he got home, and would take all his anger out on me and his kids. I had met a much younger guy that I never intended on it going anywhere. I told my husband that me and the kids viewed him just like he viewed his own father. Well, to my surprise, he stopped drinking, and he started becoming a better person. Problem is me and my daughter still have alot of bad memories, and on top of that, I still haven’t gotten over the boyfriend that broke my heart. I want to love him like he loves me. I would like to remarry him, if I could let go of the past, forget about the boyfriend that I never should have gotten involved with in the first place!

I want to love my ex-husband the way he loves me. He pushed me away for so many years, beer was always more important to him. When I finally couldn’t take it anymore, I found someone else, which ended up being too young for me. I was mixed up and confused on seeing where this new relationship would go, or hold on to a marriage that I was unhappy with. Well my husband did something that took me by surprise, he stopped drinking and became a better person he started treating me and my kids like he should have all along. The problem was I had already moved on. Well I chose the young man over my husband (huge mistake)my husband filed for divorce and moved out. the young man broke it off with me. He had alot of pressure from his friends and parents that I was too old for him. which I knew deep down anyway. What I want is to forget about him and fall back in love with my ex-husband, so we can finally be a happy family. ex-husband wants to get back together again. he realizes he loves me, but also knows I’m still hung up on the other guy!

I fell in love with someone way too young for me. It ended 6 months ago but I still feel hurt by losing him, even though I know that it wouldn’t ever work because of our age differences, and because I already have children. I don’t even know what I see in him, or why it still bothers me. I do have someone that does love me very much, but I feel that I can’t commit myself to him, when I’m still hung up over the other guy which doesn’t even want anything to do with me!