littlebokononist

i really should just get it; i want it and i’ve wanted it for a while now, and i think it’ll suit my face a lot. I’m not not scared of the pain, I’m just sick of hearing my mother saying how ‘it’ll be ugly’ and that she won’t want to look at my face with it. This shouldn’t stop me, right? I mean, I’m 18 and have both my nose and bellybutton pierced, I should just do it. I’m gonna do it. A couple of days before I go off for university. Decided.

Seems almost a silly goal, because I know I wouldn’t let these ones go even if they wanted to. I know that I have finally found the people that I really belong with, and we may all be going our seperate ways in september, but I’m confident that we care enough to make it all work, because we have to. It’s been five years now, and we’ve gotten smaller in number, in terms of our group, but we really have grown and changed and become more grounded and have in actuality become our own people, because of this. And I wouldn’t be the same without them, so I guess I have to keep them, and this up-coming year will be the test of that. If we can make it through this, we can make it through it all.