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No matter how hard I try..I lose everytime..

I met Edward online. I fell for him instantly, I love him so much. We dated online for 5 months, and it was amazing.. He was everything I ever wanted. One night we were talking and getting close, and around 12:30 he left without saying a word. For 2 months, I blamed myself for everything.. Until he showed up on one of the worst days of my life. We talked for a few minutes and I found out that his uncle had died. And that he had to get a job and support his father, and he said he still felt the same about me and that he missed me, but he didn’t know if things were going to be the same. I was alright with that, I wanted him to call me and talk. But after that day we never did. Every now and then he’ll pop up into my life and make things better.. Right when I think i’ll be able to move on and keep living he comes back and rips my heart out all over again.. I’ve tried suicide but I don’t have the strength to pull it off.. I love him so much.. so so much… and I’d give anything to see him and be with him… I just want him to be happy.. I don’t care what happens to me.. I just want him to be happy..



I want to let him go..But still continue to love him..
No matter how hard I try..I lose everytime..

I met Edward online. I fell for him instantly, I love him so much. We dated online for 5 months, and it was amazing.. He was everything I ever wanted. One night we were talking and getting close, and around 12:30 he left without saying a word. For 2 months, I blamed myself for everything.. Until he showed up on one of the worst days of my life. We talked for a few minutes and I found out that his uncle had died. And that he had to get a job and support his father, and he said he still felt the same about me and that he missed me, but he didn’t know if things were going to be the same. I was alright with that, I wanted him to call me and talk. But after that day we never did. Every now and then he’ll pop up into my life and make things better.. Right when I think i’ll be able to move on and keep living he comes back and rips my heart out all over again.. I’ve tried suicide but I don’t have the strength to pull it off.. I love him so much.. so so much… and I’d give anything to see him and be with him… I just want him to be happy.. I don’t care what happens to me.. I just want him to be happy..




 

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