I'm doing 31 things
Away, away. I will
Push them away.
Make sure they
Go away, and
Are Through With
Me and my mind.
It’s all too much
To take in. I can’t
Even believe it
Myself sometimes. So
I will make sure he
Will go away. I will
Make sure he won’t
Be pulled down too.
Pity, pity, pity, I
Pity the fool who
Falls in love with
Such a mess of a
Girl. He will run
So very fast the
Other way. While
I sob into the sea
Knowing it’s for
The best. No one
Deserves such a
Thing in their life.
I won’t pull anyone
With me. If I go,
I will go alone. And
I will remember the
fool who thought
He could love me.
Love me-you see
The innocence and
You’re fooled. But
Deep inside there’s
A monster you can’t
kill. Run, run, run
Quickly away. Don’t
Fall for this maiden
With tears sown on
her eyes and scars
Inked on her heart.
The sun will set and
You will be there to
See it rise. Remember
The day you got away.
Sara's Life List
-
1. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
18,117 people -
2. exercise regularly
10,189 people -
3. do yoga
1,589 people -
4. change the world (for the better)
179 people -
5. play guitar
1,668 people -
6. learn to salsa dance
553 people -
7. look good in a bikini
538 people -
8. make a daily "to do" list that i actually follow
1 cheer94 people -
9. To live instead of exist
1 cheer10,640 people -
10. go to prague
128 people -
11. Learn to pick locks
1,469 people -
12. sleep under the stars
3,480 people -
13. everything on my list
2 people -
14. stop being afraid
577 people -
15. get rid of all my clutter
1,132 people -
16. go to bed at a decent hour
98 people -
17. write quotes i like in my quote book
11 people -
18. fuLLfiLL my dReams!
16 people -
19. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
1,109 people -
20. Learn to cook
7,830 people -
21. learn to bake
170 people -
22. take better care of myself
1,290 people -
23. finish the things that i start
30 people -
24. improve my writing
438 people -
25. graduate from college
5,882 people -
26. spend some time in London
3 people -
27. Spend a week in Paris
10 people -
28. get paid to have my poetry published
2 entries17 people -
29. Be a Proverbs 31 woman
125 people -
30. Create a scrapbook of this list
1 person -
31. be someone's everything
1 cheer178 people
Recent entries
Needs a title...
16 months ago
happy pills
21 months ago
Wellbutrin and lexapro are beautiful things. =]
someday i hope to be immensley happy without the drugs but for now this works.
Untitled
2 years ago
What would you do,
if I wasn’t there when you woke?
What would you do,
if the pressure became too much and I broke?
What would you do,
if I gave up on this mess?
What would you do,
if I decided I deserved happiness?
What would you do,
if I told you things needed to change?
What would you do,
if I just wasn’t there?
