I'm doing 30 things
Away, away. I will
Push them away.
Make sure they
Go away, and
Are Through With
Me and my mind.
It’s all too much
To take in. I can’t
Even believe it
Myself sometimes. So
I will make sure he
Will go away. I will
Make sure he won’t
Be pulled down too.
Pity, pity, pity, I
Pity the fool who
Falls in love with
Such a mess of a
Girl. He will run
So very fast the
Other way. While
I sob into the sea
Knowing it’s for
The best. No one
Deserves such a
Thing in their life.
I won’t pull anyone
With me. If I go,
I will go alone. And
I will remember the
fool who thought
He could love me.
Love me-you see
The innocence and
You’re fooled. But
Deep inside there’s
A monster you can’t
kill. Run, run, run
Quickly away. Don’t
Fall for this maiden
With tears sown on
her eyes and scars
Inked on her heart.
The sun will set and
You will be there to
See it rise. Remember
The day you got away.
Sara's Life List
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1. make a daily "to do" list that i actually follow
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2. stop being afraid
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3. get rid of all my clutter
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4. go to bed at a decent hour
107 people -
5. write quotes i like in my quote book
1 cheer15 people -
6. fuLLfiLL my dReams!
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7. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
1,110 people -
8. learn to bake
205 people -
9. take better care of myself
1,443 people -
10. finish the things that i start
30 people -
11. improve my writing
453 people -
12. graduate from college
6,382 people -
13. Spend a week in Paris
14 people -
14. Be a Proverbs 31 woman
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15. everything on my list
2 people -
16. sleep under the stars
4,221 people -
17. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
21,232 people -
18. exercise regularly
10,997 people -
19. get paid to have my poetry published
2 entries23 people -
20. do yoga
2,160 people -
21. change the world (for the better)
213 people -
22. play guitar
1,862 people -
23. To live instead of exist
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24. learn to salsa dance
620 people -
25. look good in a bikini
565 people -
26. spend some time in London
5 people -
27. Learn to cook
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28. go to prague
147 people -
29. Learn to pick locks
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30. Create a scrapbook of this list
1 person
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Wellbutrin and lexapro are beautiful things. =]
someday i hope to be immensley happy without the drugs but for now this works.
What would you do,
if I wasn’t there when you woke?
What would you do,
if the pressure became too much and I broke?
What would you do,
if I gave up on this mess?
What would you do,
if I decided I deserved happiness?
What would you do,
if I told you things needed to change?
What would you do,
if I just wasn’t there?
