I'm doing 31 things
Away, away. I will
Push them away.
Make sure they
Go away, and
Are Through With
Me and my mind.
It’s all too much
To take in. I can’t
Even believe it
Myself sometimes. So
I will make sure he
Will go away. I will
Make sure he won’t
Be pulled down too.
Pity, pity, pity, I
Pity the fool who
Falls in love with
Such a mess of a
Girl. He will run
So very fast the
Other way. While
I sob into the sea
Knowing it’s for
The best. No one
Deserves such a
Thing in their life.
I won’t pull anyone
With me. If I go,
I will go alone. And
I will remember the
fool who thought
He could love me.
Love me-you see
The innocence and
You’re fooled. But
Deep inside there’s
A monster you can’t
kill. Run, run, run
Quickly away. Don’t
Fall for this maiden
With tears sown on
her eyes and scars
Inked on her heart.
The sun will set and
You will be there to
See it rise. Remember
The day you got away.
Sara's Life List
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1. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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2. fuLLfiLL my dReams!
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3. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
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4. Learn to cook
8,193 people -
5. learn to bake
173 people -
6. take better care of myself
1,322 people -
7. finish the things that i start
31 people -
8. improve my writing
441 people -
9. graduate from college
6,126 people -
10. spend some time in London
3 people -
11. Spend a week in Paris
10 people -
12. get paid to have my poetry published
2 entries21 people -
13. Be a Proverbs 31 woman
126 people -
14. Create a scrapbook of this list
1 person -
15. write quotes i like in my quote book
12 people -
16. go to bed at a decent hour
103 people -
17. get rid of all my clutter
1,140 people -
18. exercise regularly
10,550 people -
19. do yoga
1,644 people -
20. change the world (for the better)
183 people -
21. play guitar
1,707 people -
22. learn to salsa dance
579 people -
23. look good in a bikini
538 people -
24. make a daily "to do" list that i actually follow
1 cheer107 people -
25. To live instead of exist
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26. go to prague
135 people -
27. Learn to pick locks
1,479 people -
28. sleep under the stars
3,712 people -
29. everything on my list
2 people -
30. stop being afraid
578 people -
31. be someone's everything
1 cheer176 people
Recent entries
Needs a title...
20 months ago
happy pills
2 years ago
Wellbutrin and lexapro are beautiful things. =]
someday i hope to be immensley happy without the drugs but for now this works.
Untitled
2 years ago
What would you do,
if I wasn’t there when you woke?
What would you do,
if the pressure became too much and I broke?
What would you do,
if I gave up on this mess?
What would you do,
if I decided I deserved happiness?
What would you do,
if I told you things needed to change?
What would you do,
if I just wasn’t there?
