lizinginholland

like i said earlier this is the time in my life that i know i need to change habits of mine its not that i want to be sarcasticr even that i mean what i say when i am because i dont. its just a reflex after living in a family like mine who cant show any emotion but that. so in order to change myself this must be one of my goals. to be sincire ( yes i cant spell i know lol) whenever i say something and replace the sarcasm

how cool would it be to stick a letter not long or anything but just a secret sort of message in a library book that could be picked up by someone in need and inspire them or even just make there day knowing that i would have a good influence on someones day just totally makes mine.

i realy want to do this i never got the chance to go to highschol because we moved outta country.. and well to make a long story short i wont be able to get into college in the states without one… so… yeah anyway thats the LONG LONG story short. i dont feel up to typing it all.