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Haha. Summer is coming. I’ll try again next year if I’ve got the energy then. :)

The moment I post this entry I promise to tell myself and believe that it is not my problem if I’m not perfect enough to every single person in the world.

I started to go to a gym. I feel great.

It was totally worth it. I’m going again on Wednesday. :)

i booked an appointment. so friday will be the day. anxious? very. :/ i hope it will be alright, she seemed like a nice person.

I saw one of my favourite bands, The Ark, live this month. I couldn’t help crying when they played a song called It Takes A Fool To Remain Sane. When I listened to the lyrics the moment was so miserable but so happy at the same time. The song, it makes me feel brave. “There is no such thing as normal.”

And if you think I’m corny
then it will not make me sorry
It’s your right to laugh at me
and in turn that’s my oppurtunity to feel brave

Because ridicule is no shame
oh it’s just a way to eclipse hate
It’s just a way to put my back straight
oh it’s just a way to remain sane

life doesn’t suck that much after all. how bizarre.

saved my life.