I’m ashamed to admit that I snooped again and didn’t like what I found. Well, is it really snooping if the information is public record?
Anway, truly the way I see it is I snoop because there is no trust – until he earns my trust I will snoop. Is there a support group for us????
E V I E's Life List
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1. speak spanish fluently
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2. visit my grandparent's graves
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3. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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4. learn to dance
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5. keep a daily journal
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6. be happy
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7. Have a baby
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8. decorate my apartment
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9. write a book
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10. Be a better friend
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11. Tell the people who i love, "I love you" more often
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12. go to graduate school
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13. travel
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14. Grow a vegetable garden
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15. stop comparing myself to others
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16. laugh more
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17. stop hitting the snooze button
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18. stop being jealous
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19. bring my lunch to work.
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20. Fly First Class
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21. find a long lost friend
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22. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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23. have better posture
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24. drink less
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25. trust
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26. go to the shooting range
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27. learn how to drive stick-shift
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28. go wine-tasting
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29. Ride a train
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30. go back to therapy
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31. sleep in a hammock
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32. stop living paycheck to paycheck
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33. stop snooping
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34. find a four leaf clover
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35. visit Prince Edward Island
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Recent entries
backslidding
13 months ago
harder for 2
14 months ago
i’m hesitant to decorate my apartment since its not really mine, its OURS. i feel like the decorating should take both of our ideas and tastes into consideration. so what do i do? return it if he doesn’t like it? we are planning on buying a new dining table in october let’s see how it goes. i saw a table i liked at World Market – showed him a picture and he made a face like NO WAY! ugh, this is going to be hard.
next step
14 months ago
so i got paid today and actually made a deposit into my lonely savings account. now i just have to keep telling myself that the money in there is only for REAL emergencies….
