Uh, I liked him well enough on the first date, but I found it really annoying that he wanted us to act like boyfriend and girlfriend (being cuddly) ´cause I don’t know him and he’s not my boyfriend…
And there were a few other details that I didn’t like.
But what I really didn’t like was the text message on Saturday morning (asking where I had disappeared to, asking me to please check in and miss him a little bit) and then the phone conversation afterwards, where the first thing he said was “get out of bed already lazy!” Grrr.
I don’t even know the guy and he thinks he’s hysterically funny… we talked but he complained about how sensitive I seemed to, how I get angry so easy, and that I should have a better sense of humor.
Then I went out with a really cool guy Saturday night, who is NOT insecure or pressuring me, or otherwise annoying in anyway.
I really don’t feel like seeing JC again.
But hey! That’s two guys who I have “let” take me out this month!
Jul 13, 06:00PM PDT | 0 comments
I let Juan Carlos take me out yesterday. I think I’ll let him take me out again!
Jul 09, 05:12PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Word on the streets is that he misses me and is depressed, and says that I won’t talk to him in messenger.
I got really angry when I was told that.
I think it’s the combination of my leftover love for him, plus knowing how futile it is, plus wanting to get over him. Plus my anger at him for being so messed up.
Gah!!!!!!!!!! How can someone be so wonderful, and yet so very very fucked up???? Well, it’s not like I didn’t know.
But I do feel fine, I feel like I am continuing to get over him. I’m sorry things have to be this way, and I’m sorry things are so difficult for him, but jeez, I was there for him as much as I could, and it in the end it didn’t make a difference.
What I want, is to eventually be able to love and remember this person, from afar (or via messenger), and feel secure, feel like I am no longer tempted. He really is important to me – I just know we CAN´T be in a relationship. Ever.
Jul 08, 04:07AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments