locochona

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  1. 1. start exercising again
    5 entries . 13 cheers
    82 people
  2. 2. be more disciplined
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    356 people
  3. 3. not get involved with erick again
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. attract and be attracted to a great guy
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    1 person
  5. 5. get back on the South Beach diet
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    1 person
  6. 6. start having a weekly date with myself
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    1 person
  7. 7. use the internet less
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    42 people
  8. 8. let a guy take me out this month
    3 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Keep my room clean
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    2,553 people
  10. 10. learn to love exercise
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    17 people
  11. 11. get in the habit of making food at home
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    1 person
  12. 12. drink at least 2 liters of water a day.
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    2 people
  13. 13. go to at least 3 art openings this month
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    1 person
  14. 14. go to the movies by myself
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    35 people
  15. 15. see 3 friends I haven't seen in a while, this month
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    1 person
  16. 16. get my chair reupholstered with my Ikea fabric
    1 person
  17. 17. make more friends
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    5,077 people
  18. 18. kiss in the rain
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    14,574 people
  19. 19. make out with someone in a bar
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    1 person
  20. 20. plan a get together at my place
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    1 person
  21. 21. get my nose pierced again
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    26 people
  22. 22. identify and do 3 things for my apartment
    1 person
  23. 23. go to at least 3 museums this month
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    1 person
  24. 24. paint a picture this summer
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    1 person
  25. 25. go on a vacation by myself, to the beach
    1 person
  26. 26. make the most out of my summer vacation
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    1 person
  27. 27. start saving money
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    420 people
  28. 28. Have A More Interesting Life
    2 entries . 12 cheers
    11 people
  29. 29. Be passionate about something, anything!
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    56 people
  30. 30. lose 30 pounds
    7 entries . 7 cheers
    5,154 people
  31. 31. go to the gym everyday
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    49 people
  32. 32. live life to its full potential
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    15 people
  33. 33. get another tattoo
    3 entries . 6 cheers
    3,420 people
  34. 34. Get into my brand new black Levi's...
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  35. 35. react with grace and patience in every situation
    2 entries . 33 cheers
    109 people
  36. 36. Complete "The Artist's Way"
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    390 people
  37. 37. be at the Queen for another complete year and do well
    1 person
  38. 38. Become Financially Independent
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    5,431 people
  39. 39. spend at least 10 minutes every day cleaning, organizing or decluttering
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    167 people

How I did it
How to buy small gifty things for my collegues at school, to say goodbye and thanks for all the help
It took me
5 days
It made me
happy


How to resuscitate my fern
It took me
3 months
It made me


How to allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
It took me
1 year
It made me
relaxed


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let a guy take me out this month (read all 3 entries…)
JC is out 4 months ago

Uh, I liked him well enough on the first date, but I found it really annoying that he wanted us to act like boyfriend and girlfriend (being cuddly) ´cause I don’t know him and he’s not my boyfriend…

And there were a few other details that I didn’t like.

But what I really didn’t like was the text message on Saturday morning (asking where I had disappeared to, asking me to please check in and miss him a little bit) and then the phone conversation afterwards, where the first thing he said was “get out of bed already lazy!” Grrr.

I don’t even know the guy and he thinks he’s hysterically funny… we talked but he complained about how sensitive I seemed to, how I get angry so easy, and that I should have a better sense of humor.

Then I went out with a really cool guy Saturday night, who is NOT insecure or pressuring me, or otherwise annoying in anyway.

I really don’t feel like seeing JC again.

But hey! That’s two guys who I have “let” take me out this month!



let a guy take me out this month (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 4 months ago

I let Juan Carlos take me out yesterday. I think I’ll let him take me out again!



not get involved with erick again (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 4 months ago

Word on the streets is that he misses me and is depressed, and says that I won’t talk to him in messenger.

I got really angry when I was told that.

I think it’s the combination of my leftover love for him, plus knowing how futile it is, plus wanting to get over him. Plus my anger at him for being so messed up.

Gah!!!!!!!!!! How can someone be so wonderful, and yet so very very fucked up???? Well, it’s not like I didn’t know.

But I do feel fine, I feel like I am continuing to get over him. I’m sorry things have to be this way, and I’m sorry things are so difficult for him, but jeez, I was there for him as much as I could, and it in the end it didn’t make a difference.

What I want, is to eventually be able to love and remember this person, from afar (or via messenger), and feel secure, feel like I am no longer tempted. He really is important to me – I just know we CAN´T be in a relationship. Ever.



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