I'm doing 18 things
Revision of goal:
13 months ago
To lose self. To find bigger self. To melt. To lose the feeling, to evaporate any remembrance, of shame. To be the rain yearned for by the dry ground, to be absent of the memory of fear.
loisbl's Life List
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1. go back to school
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2. play music
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3. change my life
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4. lose myself
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5. look at the stars
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6. bear all, believe all, hope all
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7. Give blood
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8. change my paradigm
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9. change my heart
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10. be the source
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11. start a cause
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12. be an alchemist
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13. be part of a gestalt
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14. enjoy good wine and great company on a regular basis
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15. live mindfully, below my means
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16. The Farm.
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17. Learn to can vegetables and make preserves
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18. change the world with $532 million
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Recent entries
Fear and the Farm
13 months ago
Fear can exist there, but will not be fed. It will be acknowledged but not allowed to curl up comfortably and run things from the background.
Even if it's 532 of something else,
13 months ago
I can help change what we are thinking is possible. Harmony, interdependence, purposeful work, joyful investment of self. These things are possible when I call out fear for what it is. Name it. And move along past it. I acknowledge fear and do it anyway.
