lolita18

I totally fucked up tonight. I picked a lot and then I got extremely depressed after watching factory girl and seeing how beautiful Sienna Miller is and knowing that my skin will never glow like hers. god damnit, i wonder if this will ever stop? Is it a mental thing? Why cant i have the self control…is there a medication that helps? Does hynopsis do anything???

My skin looks pretty good. It looks healthy especially when I use a light concealer to cover up small scarred areas. There is this one spot on my upper cheek close to my nose i guess in my tzone that just keeps reappearing. I can’t get it to go away its really annoying. No picking so far today.

So this neutrogena advanced solutions thing is working magic seriously. I mean i hope it doesn’t stop working after a while but right now I feel like my skin is looking pretty damn good. I felt good about my skin last night when I went out. I also haven’t been majorly picking…I mean a little thing here and there but nothing too bad.