The ex keeps trying to contact me.
Texting me, facebook iming me, the only thing he’s done on facebook is like my statuses and update his. I can do this, I can do this.
Krista W's Life List
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1. Sleep more
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2. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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3. stop homophobia
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4. Become fluent in more than one language
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5. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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6. Donate blood
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7. see the northern lights
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8. get lost in a kiss
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9. go skinny dipping
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10. Take one picture a day as a way to document my life
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11. have better posture
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12. drive
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13. I want to be happy
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14. Beat my depression
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15. write a novel
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16. post randomly
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17. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
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19. post 100 truths about me
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20. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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21. Today I will...
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22. do a charity walk
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23. go streaking
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24. Improve my Karma.
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How I did it: I had a really awesome boyfriend, we were walking, it started storming and I turned and asked "Have you ever been kissed in the rain?" he took the hint and went for it. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I studied my ass off and stayed afterschool for help, even though I absolutely hated that teacher.I got alot of people who were math wizzes, became friends with them, and asked if they could help me out. I attempted to tutor them in my good subjects, such as history and spanish while they attempted to tutor me in math. I ended up with a high C, at 78.6 percent. Oh well. Read how I did it…
My ex-boyfriend basically used me in our entire relationship, told me he loved me, he wanted to marry me, and then left me for another girl two days later. He’s known me for a long time, while he just met her a month ago.
I’ve been holding onto some shred of hope that he’d come back and apologize and love me again.
But no…I deserve better than that.
I haven’t talked to him all day, and I’m having mixed feelings about it. I want to, in a strange way, because it’s so routine and I miss who he used to (or who I thought he was) but I can’t, it’s not good for me.
And it just came out of nowhere. Part of me wants to get him out of my head so I can focus again, the other part of me just refuses to stop thinking about him.
