lonelilly

I imagine it to feel a bit like parasailing…....tranquil, humbling , ohhh so beautiful with breathtaking views! How good it is to let go for a moment and let the world continue to spin without you latched on . When we leave all our heavy troubles on the ground we have no choice but to float right over it!

Something in my way, blocking my vision, growing where it doesn’t belong, crowding the space it inhibits. It should not be . Coiling around my existance, my heart , flowing through my blood, pumping into every nerve, emotion and thought i have had or will have. It is not an inadimate object , this thing that should not be, but this soul in the flesh that consumes is , none the less , a foreign object to me. For it is not here that which i can taste, touch or smell, it is only in my dreams, nothing of the reality in which i feel now as hell.

In the past couple years , ive discovered my fascination with the Middle East. Its the mystery , the spirit and tenacity of the people. I want to learn more . I am starting school in the fall and hope to transfer to a university when possible. The university has a middle eastern program i would like to take. My interests have always been in travel i have attended 2 travel schools, but i feel there is sooo much more to learn. My long term goal is to be a journalist…telling my stories of travel through images and writing, and possibly film. My dream is to travel to the middle east and see what i have only seen in my dreams and through the media of course.