loner99

Thats right, I feel totally helpless when it comes to getting out and being with people, not being alone as I have been for so many years. Work has been my only place to escape that feeling. Social life, what is that? Have never had one, it would be so cool if someone called or knocked on my door to say hi. 6 billion people on this earth, not connected with one….have adoption and other issues, am stuck, am not able to trust a soul, never have never will…..feel like a waste of time…...depressing…..you bet. But I know that I am good with people, could easily make friends, for some reason dont…..dont know why…...any ideas?
No sympathy ok….it my choice I know, but the only one I can see making…..anyone else feel the same way???