lookingatthestars




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lookingatthestars's Life List

  1. 1. Think GOOD THOUGHTS for my brother... FIGHT with him until his results show nothing bad
    8 entries . 56 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. Think Good Thoughts For LookingAtTheStars' Brother
    9 team members . 14 entries . 22 cheers
    21 people
  3. 3. List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for
    134 entries . 33 cheers
    5 people
  4. 4. February Boot Camp - Consistently Improve My Fitness and Nutrition
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    58 people
  5. 5. Get to goal weight
    12 entries . 24 cheers
    16 people
  6. 6. Train for and complete a Sprint Tri on Aug 7th to raise money for the Royal Marsden
    4 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. Live one day at a time
    3 entries . 48 cheers
    58 people
  8. 8. Create a vision board
    1 entry . 27 cheers
    232 people
  9. 9. Finish my website
    6 entries . 18 cheers
    875 people
  10. 10. Finish my portfolio and get out there!
    7 entries . 45 cheers
    1 person
  11. 11. Take 15 minutes a day to just be
    2 entries . 56 cheers
    1 person
  12. 12. Get a lotus tattoo
    6 entries . 31 cheers
    7 people
  13. 13. Tell people how I feel about them ( the good stuff!)
    1 entry . 38 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. Juice
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    7 people
  15. 15. Drink more water
    3 entries . 20 cheers
    19,291 people
  16. 16. Random mumblings
    15 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  17. 17. Give something back
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    16 people
  18. 18. Master the law of attraction
    2 entries . 20 cheers
    289 people
  19. 19. Find balance in my life
    4 entries . 57 cheers
    106 people
  20. 20. Learn to love myself
    8 entries . 79 cheers
    1,465 people
  21. 21. Be Happy!
    1 entry . 44 cheers
    22,234 people
  22. 22. Take time to pamper myself each morning
    1 entry . 40 cheers
    1 person
  23. 23. Stop comparing myself to others
    3 entries . 44 cheers
    358 people
  24. 24. Clear my credit cards
    1 entry . 29 cheers
    9 people
  25. 25. Start painting again
    3 entries . 34 cheers
    486 people
  26. 26. Stop depending on others for my happiness
    1 entry . 26 cheers
    174 people
  27. 27. Practice restraint...
    5 entries . 8 cheers
    3 people
  28. 28. Compile a 100-things-about-me list
    1 entry . 11 cheers
    659 people
  29. 29. Have a book published
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    148 people
  30. 30. Decorate my workspace so it's beautiful
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    2 people
  31. 31. Write myself 5 letters on futureme.org
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    21 people
  32. 32. Fill a wall with pictures of friends and family
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    12 people
  33. 33. Sell stuff on ebay
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    591 people
  34. 34. Heal
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    228 people
  35. 35. Stop thinking about him so much
    11 entries . 18 cheers
    4 people

How I did it
How to january Boot Camp - 10 new successes
It took me
31 days
It made me
OK


How to get over him
It took me
10 months
It made me
sad


How to live on my own again
It took me
3 months
It made me
great!!!


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Recent entries
List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for (read all 134 entries…)
9th Feb 10 - Few days of gratefulness as I've been away.... 4 hours ago

For SLB and the entourage tonight getting me from the airport

For CJ looking after me

For coffee in bed for the last 3 mornings

For a potentially lucrative job

For having the courage to say how I feel to a ‘friend’ which potentially is closing the door on the ‘friendship’

For the people who love me

For my brothers – all four of them

For my mum

For my health

For tomorrow being a new day



stop thinking about him so much (read all 11 entries…)
I hate him for hurting me.... 3 days ago

But basically I dont hate him at all…I am hurting still…. Almost a year later…. Why doesn’t he want me?

Why am I thinking this now? Well I’m sat in the airport a) surrounded by loved up huggy couples b) I’m in the airport I used to be in every few weeks to go see him…. The pain is still so real at times

Just pain piled upon more Hurt and pain and fear… I can feel the lump in my throat coming back again.

I’m tempted to call him…. It will be a year in March since we’ve spoken… He hasn’t even acknowledged Christophers situation… I don’t understand it…
And I hate him for hurting me…. Yet I think I’m still in love with him. I’m sorry guys, I know my time is up with this one ( as my best friend kindly pointed out this morning) and o need to let go and move on but I just can’t… Help!!!!!!!!



February Boot Camp - Consistently Improve My Fitness and Nutrition (read all 2 entries…)
Go Me! 5 days ago

So today I ate alot…. but ALL healthy. Too many bananas / apples, yogurt, steamed fish, a few pita breads with pesto was only bad thing ( dont ask!!!! I might as well be pregnant for my food cravings!)

So today was better than it has been…. ie domino’s pizza, bingeing on multiple service station sandwiches, family size chocolate bars and junk….

One day down 60lbs to go!



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