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lookingatthestars




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  2. 1. Think GOOD THOUGHTS for my brother... FIGHT with him until his results show nothing bad
    8 entries . 56 cheers     		1 person
  3. 2. Think Good Thoughts For LookingAtTheStars' Brother
    9 team members . 14 entries . 22 cheers     		21 people
  4. 3. List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for
    134 entries . 33 cheers     		5 people
  5. 4. February Boot Camp - Consistently Improve My Fitness and Nutrition
    2 entries . 4 cheers     		58 people
  6. 5. Get to goal weight
    12 entries . 24 cheers     		16 people
  7. 6. Train for and complete a Sprint Tri on Aug 7th to raise money for the Royal Marsden
    4 entries . 4 cheers     		1 person
  8. 7. Live one day at a time
    3 entries . 48 cheers     		58 people
  9. 8. Create a vision board
    1 entry . 27 cheers     		232 people
  10. 9. Finish my website
    6 entries . 18 cheers     		875 people
  11. 10. Finish my portfolio and get out there!
    7 entries . 45 cheers     		1 person
  12. 11. Take 15 minutes a day to just be
    2 entries . 56 cheers     		1 person
  13. 12. Get a lotus tattoo
    6 entries . 31 cheers     		7 people
  14. 13. Tell people how I feel about them ( the good stuff!)
    1 entry . 38 cheers     		1 person
  15. 14. Juice
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  16. 15. Drink more water
    3 entries . 20 cheers     		19,291 people
  17. 16. Random mumblings
    15 entries . 7 cheers     		1 person
  18. 17. Give something back
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		16 people
  19. 18. Master the law of attraction
    2 entries . 20 cheers     		289 people
  20. 19. Find balance in my life
    4 entries . 57 cheers     		106 people
  21. 20. Learn to love myself
    8 entries . 79 cheers     		1,465 people
  22. 21. Be Happy!
    1 entry . 44 cheers     		22,234 people
  23. 22. Take time to pamper myself each morning
    1 entry . 40 cheers     		1 person
  24. 23. Stop comparing myself to others
    3 entries . 44 cheers     		358 people
  25. 24. Clear my credit cards
    1 entry . 29 cheers     		9 people
  26. 25. Start painting again
    3 entries . 34 cheers     		486 people
  27. 26. Stop depending on others for my happiness
    1 entry . 26 cheers     		174 people
  28. 27. Practice restraint...
    5 entries . 8 cheers     		3 people
  29. 28. Compile a 100-things-about-me list
    1 entry . 11 cheers     		659 people
  30. 29. Have a book published
    9 cheers     		148 people
  31. 30. Decorate my workspace so it's beautiful
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  32. 31. Write myself 5 letters on futureme.org
    15 cheers     		21 people
  33. 32. Fill a wall with pictures of friends and family
    17 cheers     		12 people
  34. 33. Sell stuff on ebay
    8 cheers     		591 people
  35. 34. Heal
    9 cheers     		228 people
  36. 35. Stop thinking about him so much
    11 entries . 18 cheers     		4 people

How I did it
How to january Boot Camp - 10 new successes
It took me
31 days
It made me
OK

How I did it: I think my list was too ambitious - even at the best of times. But with everything going on with my family right now, it was WAY too much. I was going to avoid doing another bootcamp this month but I actually think it helped in the sense it reminded me daily of things I needed to be doing.  Read how I did it…

Feb 01, 01:44AM PST | 0 comments | 2 cheers


How to get over him
It took me
10 months
It made me
sad

How I did it: Time time time time and more time. I don't know if I'm fully over him but i'm over him enough for him to be removed from my goals. Unfortunately I have not stopped thinking about him but it is more anger and hurt than the devastation of the last 9-10 months. However recent events which have led his true colours to show a little more have helped me get in touch with the anger and not complete sadness and now i'm sad as i'm hurt, but n… Read how I did it…

Jan 24, 07:18PM PST | 1 comment | 9 cheers


How to live on my own again
It took me
3 months
It made me
great!!!

How I did it: I lied becasue I was too chicken to say that I didnt like her living in my house!!So I said that my brother was moving into town and he was moving in with me... family first and all that....but towards the end, when she'd found somewhere else, I said things had changed and I was going to be living alone for a bit! Read how I did it…

Nov 17, 04:31PM PST | 0 comments | 6 cheers


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Recent entries
List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for (read all 134 entries…)
9th Feb 10 - Few days of gratefulness as I've been away.... 4 hours ago

For SLB and the entourage tonight getting me from the airport

For CJ looking after me

For coffee in bed for the last 3 mornings

For a potentially lucrative job

For having the courage to say how I feel to a ‘friend’ which potentially is closing the door on the ‘friendship’

For the people who love me

For my brothers – all four of them

For my mum

For my health

For tomorrow being a new day

Feb 09, 03:52PM PST | 3 cheers | 2 comments


stop thinking about him so much (read all 11 entries…)
I hate him for hurting me.... 3 days ago

But basically I dont hate him at all…I am hurting still…. Almost a year later…. Why doesn’t he want me?

Why am I thinking this now? Well I’m sat in the airport a) surrounded by loved up huggy couples b) I’m in the airport I used to be in every few weeks to go see him…. The pain is still so real at times

Just pain piled upon more Hurt and pain and fear… I can feel the lump in my throat coming back again.

I’m tempted to call him…. It will be a year in March since we’ve spoken… He hasn’t even acknowledged Christophers situation… I don’t understand it…
And I hate him for hurting me…. Yet I think I’m still in love with him. I’m sorry guys, I know my time is up with this one ( as my best friend kindly pointed out this morning) and o need to let go and move on but I just can’t… Help!!!!!!!!

Feb 05, 10:07PM PST | 4 cheers | 5 comments


February Boot Camp - Consistently Improve My Fitness and Nutrition (read all 2 entries…)
Go Me! 5 days ago

So today I ate alot…. but ALL healthy. Too many bananas / apples, yogurt, steamed fish, a few pita breads with pesto was only bad thing ( dont ask!!!! I might as well be pregnant for my food cravings!)

So today was better than it has been…. ie domino’s pizza, bingeing on multiple service station sandwiches, family size chocolate bars and junk….

One day down 60lbs to go!

Feb 04, 01:24PM PST | 13 cheers | 1 comment


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work at a coffee shop read 100 books this year Learn Flemish own a grand piano learn Mandarin help others grow a garden Learn to walk lizziface wants to identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money) Own a Monkey forgive and let go of the past be a movie star lose ten pounds in one week Learn to fly a helicopter get more books learn python get over him kattitudes wants to Learn to knit eat healthy lose 25 pounds jump off a waterfall read 500 books in a year Go to Paris Get a tattoo jeangenem wants to lose 5 kilos read all the books I haven't read that are sitting on my bookshelf Learn to play the piano Sell a photo to National Geographic
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