lookingatthestars

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lookingatthestars's Life List

  1. 1. Learn to love myself
    7 entries . 54 cheers
    1,437 people
  2. 2. Find balance in my life
    4 entries . 49 cheers
    104 people
  3. 3. Best Month Ever: November 2009
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    6 people
  4. 4. List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for
    88 entries . 25 cheers
    5 people
  5. 5. learn transcendental meditation
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    32 people
  6. 6. Finish my portfolio and get out there!
    5 entries . 32 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. Finish my website
    1 entry . 11 cheers
    872 people
  8. 8. Take time to pamper myself each morning
    1 entry . 31 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Take 15 minutes a day to just be
    2 entries . 47 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. Get to goal weight
    10 entries . 16 cheers
    13 people
  11. 11. Be Happy!
    1 entry . 40 cheers
    21,898 people
  12. 12. Random mumblings
    6 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  13. 13. Get a lotus tattoo
    5 entries . 22 cheers
    6 people
  14. 14. Stop comparing myself to others
    2 entries . 36 cheers
    357 people
  15. 15. live one day at a time
    20 cheers
    55 people
  16. 16. drink more water
    3 entries . 16 cheers
    18,983 people
  17. 17. Clear my credit card
    1 entry . 22 cheers
    15 people
  18. 18. Start writing a journal
    2 entries . 20 cheers
    6 people
  19. 19. Start painting again
    3 entries . 24 cheers
    480 people
  20. 20. Go to a life drawing class
    10 cheers
    4 people
  21. 21. Learn Italian
    1 entry . 15 cheers
    5,740 people
  22. 22. Tell people how I feel about them ( the good stuff!)
    1 entry . 27 cheers
    1 person
  23. 23. Have fresh flowers around the house
    3 entries . 26 cheers
    3 people
  24. 24. Accept compliments
    2 entries . 15 cheers
    43 people
  25. 25. Give something back
    6 cheers
    15 people
  26. 26. Let's Clean Together
    3 cheers
    25 people
  27. 27. post letters here that i would never send
    10 entries . 7 cheers
    41 people
  28. 28. stop depending on others for my happiness
    19 cheers
    171 people
  29. 29. Practice restraint...
    5 entries . 5 cheers
    3 people
  30. 30. compile a 100-things-about-me list
    7 cheers
    664 people
  31. 31. master the law of attraction
    1 entry . 15 cheers
    284 people
  32. 32. have a book published
    3 cheers
    145 people
  33. 33. Decorate my workspace so it's beautiful
    15 cheers
    2 people
  34. 34. Sell stuff on ebay
    3 cheers
    585 people
  35. 35. write myself 5 letters on futureme.org
    11 cheers
    15 people
  36. 36. Learn to say no
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    1,064 people
  37. 37. fill a wall with pictures of friends and family
    10 cheers
    12 people
  38. 38. Fund a KIVA loan
    8 cheers
    3 people
  39. 39. stop thinking about him so much
    4 entries . 10 cheers
    3 people
  40. 40. Get over him
    12 entries . 43 cheers
    1,316 people

How I did it
How to live on my own again
It took me
3 months
It made me
great!!!


How to get 43T friends to email inspirational, uplifting, "just what i needed to hear" things to be read on the 1st day of the new chapter of my life, after I send the email
It took me
7 days
It made me
touched


How to tell him how I feel
It took me
7 months
It made me
nervous but relieved


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Recent entries
List at least one thing each day which I am grateful for (read all 88 entries…)
21 Nov 09 8 hours ago

That I can make decent money in an afternoon at my house!

A good first meditation ( even if my ‘teacher’ was a little odd!)



learn transcendental meditation (read all 4 entries…)
Have had my first session... 8 hours ago

It was not what I expected. Over far sooner than I thought and knowing me didnt have the firework/instant life changing effect I was secrety hoping for….

“what do you mean Im silly to think D would be calling and i’d be 2 stone lighter by the end of my first 15 minutes with my mantra” Haha!

It was cool, felt like I’d had a full body massage. Very relaxing. I did my first meditation alone this evening, which wasn’t as good! I’m due to go back again tomorrow morning.

I’m going to be patient with this…..



practice restraint (read all 5 entries…)
Untitled 21 hours ago

I guess finishing off the family size bar of Cadbury’s Dairy Milk Crunchie bar for breakfast , which i started for dinner last night… shows where I am with this goal!

HOWEVER! I am being restrained just pouring out my thoughts and feelings on 43T to ‘srangers’ and not on Facebook in my status’ for all my ‘friends’ to witness… thats restrained for me!



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