loopyasacat

after a messy separation I need a new home, all alone, boo hoo

just had to chamge my world view, reinvent myself and take control of my life in a positive way….. hope it lasts

I was never aware of lacking confidence being a problem until watching my father died suddenly, the experience changed my family,right before my young eyes I saw only communication breakdown, loss of faith and hope but especially the onset of depression, this continued on into my late teens when finally my head broke into fragments which to this day have never really functioned again especially socially. My second daugher Ruby is now 4 and she lives a life between a depressed father and manic mother, I need to get back some shape of normality and confidence. but how ?