Well, as a teenager like most of the girls I wanted to be a model. But I was too short and I had some weight on.
Later on when I became superskinny I was still too petite…
Now I clicked on a facebook ad of a modelling agency and I saw on opportunity that they are looking “petite models” too!
I am just 160 cms. :) But it would be great to do some modelling. I mean I would love to see my photo at Oxford street in super big size like 6 meters x 4 meters or something like that :D or in fashion magazines.
And also it can be a good money for my medical studies.
But unfortunately I am not ready yet in my recent form.
I have to do plenty of things but as they are for me and I should do them anyway to feel better in my body I will do it!
LOL still better than nothing.
But my teenagerself would burst out in tears of laugh at my recent self.
I mean she was quite active. Walking a lot. Had at least 2 P.E. a week. Attend aerobics two up to six hours a week. And rode her bike every afternoon with friends… and yeah we even rode our bike up to the hill. I am sure I would die after 10 metres going up there now…
Oh and not to mention some extra exercises at the dorm with friends later I left my village and could not ride my bike.
Ok. I am going to start it TODAY.
Yeah, as I lost a lot of weight by dieting I feel much better.
However my figure is still not the same as it is used to be before my hormonal disease…
I want to be a hot girl again…
I just need the attention.
I am so sorry about it.
But I need it.
I need a perfect slim but still feminine body.
Will write entry at the end of the day!
Hopefully I will not be lazy as fcuk. xD