lostcowgirl

You have this yellow flower,
That will give you the strength and power,
To remember me,
You have my love,
That fits like a glove,
To remember me,
You have my soul,
To make your heart whole,
To remember me,
You have my memories,
To help set your grief free,
To remember me,
You have my hand on yours,
To help you open heavens doors,
To remember me,
We will runite one day,
As long as you pray,
But untill then remember me,
Because I am now an angel flying free.

by marlene toombs 2002

My tears are falling,
And my heart is calling,
The day you died,
I just wanted to hide,
Part of myself is gone,
Don’t think it will carry on,
I ache for seeing you,
I know this you can not do,
I just want to scream,
But instead my tears fall like a stream,
I have a hole in my heart,
That feels like it is tearing apart,
I see the sadness in my Mom and Dads eyes,
And makes me cry,
I feel like I am choking in my own grief,
It hurts so much beyond belief,
I have asked God to take it away,
This I just have to pray,
I feel you are free,
But the grief still cosumes me,
They say it will get better,
But my eyes that cry just get redder,
I will never let you go,
I just want you to know,
I will always hold you in my heart and soul,
Some day to be with you is my goal.

by marlene toombs to my brother who passed away russel
2002

This is for you russ,
From all of us,
We stand here this Christmas eve,
Wearing our tears on our sleave,
This Christmas is a sad one for us,
Because we miss you so much Russ,
You are one of the angels that is singing on high now,
Knowing this we will get through this Christmas some how,
Christmas will never be the same,
This we know you feel is a shame,
Because you are with the one who died for us,
Oh but how we want to hug you Russ,
We know that your spirit is among us,
Oh if only we could be able to touch you one more time Russ,
Just to say we love you and say goodbye,
Then maybe we wouldn’t want to cry,
So this is for you Russ,
From all of us,
Away in the manger,
You are out of danger,
Do you hear what I hear,
There is no more fear,
Silent Night,
Oh you are seeing a wonderful sight,
Hear the angels sing on high,
You no longer have to cry,
Oh holy night,
No more do you have to fight,
The little drummer boy,
You can now feel the joy,
Shepard’s quake,
God gave you the greatest break,
Christ the savior is born,
You will never feel scorn,
Sleep in heavenly peace,
Our love for you will never cease.

by marlene toombs christmas 2002