lostdusk




I'm doing 35 things
 

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  1. 1. lose weight
    513 entries . 29 cheers
    40,803 people
  2. 2. learn french
    7 entries . 5 cheers
    12,434 people
  3. 3. learn to dance
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    7,098 people
  4. 4. Learn Japanese
    36 entries . 25 cheers
    10,615 people
  5. 5. Beat my depression
    53 entries . 25 cheers
    1,945 people
  6. 6. Learn to ignore the negative comments
    3 entries . 23 cheers
    13 people
  7. 7. travel the world
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    20,754 people
  8. 8. read at least one book a week
    2 entries . 8 cheers
    53 people
  9. 9. have ambition
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    9 people
  10. 10. have a house with hidden rooms and trap doors, and some kind of secret tunnel
    11 cheers
    508 people
  11. 11. learn to love myself
    2 entries . 15 cheers
    1,561 people
  12. 12. stop being a loser
    6 entries . 2 cheers
    46 people
  13. 13. make a list of 100 things that make me happy.
    5 entries . 3 cheers
    547 people
  14. 14. appreciate life
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    111 people
  15. 15. see my life through different eyes
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    6 people
  16. 16. be a better person
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    3,901 people
  17. 17. exercise regularly
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    10,997 people
  18. 18. Have a completely different life by this time next year
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    55 people
  19. 19. be happy with my body
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    690 people
  20. 20. be healthy
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    2,292 people
  21. 21. control my anger
    9 entries . 5 cheers
    509 people
  22. 22. have a flat stomach
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2,402 people
  23. 23. To live instead of exist
    9 entries . 4 cheers
    11,672 people
  24. 24. find a true friend
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    157 people
  25. 25. bury treasure and map it
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    29 people
  26. 26. Be more organised
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    707 people
  27. 27. tape glow-sticks to a kite and fly it at night
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    21 people
  28. 28. lay in the grass and stare at the clouds
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    322 people
  29. 29. write anonymous, loving post-its for strangers to find
    5 cheers
    884 people
  30. 30. clean my room
    1 entry
    2,799 people
  31. 31. stop compulsive eating
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    11 people
  32. 32. walk 10,000 steps every day
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    5 people
  33. 33. stop eating when i'm not hungry
    1 cheer
    196 people
  34. 34. weigh 110 lbs
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    39 people
  35. 35. go on a long drive
    1 entry
    5 people

How I did it
How to save £1000
It took me
6 months
It made me
richer


How to get a job
It took me
4 weeks
It made me
richer


How to cut down on soda
It took me
100 days
It made me
Feel better


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Recent entries
Beat my depression (read all 53 entries…)
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I’ve been quite happy since the friday just gone, despite several bad things slotting themselves inbetween, such as a potentual speeding ticket which will keep me anxious for a couple of weeks untill I am certain if I was caught or not, lack of motivation with my work, amoung a couple of other things.

I don’t know, but I had a revelation this evening that at the moment I just feel so happy, and I havent felt that way in so long.



Beat my depression (read all 53 entries…)
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I don’t help myself, I see things which aren’t there and read too much into things. I…expect people to treat me bad or trying to distance themselves from me so I’ll clutch at straws to try and stop it which has the complete opposite effect.
I drag things out. If something has happened I’ll make the process much more painful for myself; rather than just dropping it or letting it go as just one of those things like most normal people I’ll torment myself by trying to come up with why it happened, or what I should have done differently to stop it happening in the first place. I always see it as my fault when actually, writing this, perhaps it isn’t me – perhaps it’s them with the issues. That said, it doesn’t make things easier.



Beat my depression (read all 53 entries…)
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Today has been a low day.
Maybe because last night turned out to be pretty crap, maybe it’s because I’m tired, maybe it’s because I have so much to do in the next 2 days and no time to do it in, maybe it’s because people turn out to be someone different to who I thought and act in strange and hurtfull ways towards me, maybe it’s because I’m no better.



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