lotzlisa

There I said it. People do not want to be around you if they think you are in pain. I have been in pain for 13 years, a back surgery doesn’t change the fact that I had pain before and I still have pain now. The pain is lessened & I am so grateful for the surgery going correctly and all. I feel like people think they can catch FMS or CFS? They call me lucky??? Because I can’t work. I know they don’t understand. I don’t understand! Next time I meet someone new, I fell great & I don’t work because I don’t want to! Everything is great. If I hear again “Wow I sure wish I could take a nap” I am going to scream.

I am always chasing it? If I could learn to stay still i think it may come to me.

I am the best. How do you stop??? I don’t even know how I got started.
It’s embarrassing later when I look back, hmm might have something to do with talking to much!