just been to my first lesson, very cool, definately going back next week :)
louise8's Life List
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1. clear my debts
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2. Learn to accept, and believe, compliments
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3. reconnect with old friends
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4. stop procrastinating
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5. keep a diary
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6. take better care of my body
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7. stop seeking the approval of others
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8. give people a chance
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9. stop judging people
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10. start a pension
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11. inspire others
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12. Be a better friend
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13. learn to use my voice
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14. read more books
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15. become an expert in something
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16. Face and acknowledge my faults
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17. learn to play the saxophone
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18. be a good auntie
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19. spend more time with my grandparents
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20. decorate my house
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21. go on a wine tasting course
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22. go on cooking holidays
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23. Learn to tango
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24. go on a ski holiday
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25. Believe in myself
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26. learn to meditate
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27. read "The 7 habits of highly effective people"
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28. learn to live with rosacea
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29. Learn to Salsa
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30. learn to play golf
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31. Study Nutrition
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32. learn how to negotiate
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33. join a book club
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34. Start taking belly dance classes, again.
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35. living and work for a year in new zealand
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I was devasted when the doctor finally diagnosed me with having rosacea, I had read about it on the internet and hoped that wasn’t what it was but a very tactless doctor will little to no personal skills told me it was a ‘classic case of rosacea’ so looks like it must be true. I have requested to see a dermatoligist and hope to find a way to keep it to a minimum. Brought everything into perspective for me, I meant it isn’t life threatening or anything, but being on your face it is very visable to the world and people can be very cruel. After many tear realised it is down to me to make the most of my life, maybe this will help me get over my problem of wanting or needing people to like me!
think i need to go a little easier on myself, if i don’t like myself much no one else can, really need to give myself a break. can feel myself pushing everyone away, then i feel lonely then i push more people away, vicous cycle really, have been looking back through the last couple of years and the good friends i have let slip away, need to learn to value other peoples feeling higher, think i do in my head but not so much in my actions, not to late yet, hopefully, but could be one day soon if i’m not careful
had a fantastic coversation with a very dear friends the other night, she taught me that i had to share things and that i couldn’t keep everything bottle up inside or i would, as i did, just explode, need to learn to get the balance right
